If you stay too long inside my menory, i will trap you in a song tied to a melody.
"..and I'll keep you there so you cant bother me."
i cant believe you work there. of all places in buffalo for you to get a job and it had to be a regular place for myself. what the hell??? i finally ALMOST block you out of my mind and here you appear. right in front of my face.
i walk in and see you. I've pretty much forgotten about you. but not really. not ever. my knees tremble and i have this strange feeling everywhere throughout my body. what has happened to me? i clutch tightly to the one i love..and belong to... but I'm racing inside. my mind is running in circles. forgetting where i am and what I'm doing and who I'm with until finally our eyes meet. but your face inst the same as i remember now that I'm looking at you. is your face turning rouge with the sight of myself? with a different view things are quite different. but not different enough. you stutter and for a few seconds i am bigger than you. out of every moment that i have known you or known of you i have never felt this way around you and what do i do now?
i am forced to have your face ingrained into my brain for god knows how long now. forgetting you is completely out of the question and i am forced now to do this all by myself. again. alone with the thoughts of you. i just don't know if i can do this anymore. if i cant tell you, there is no one else worth telling and that is just something I'm going to have to live with. and something that you'll just be better off not knowing anyway.
This is my confession to you and to the world. take it as you want it.
i cant believe you work there. of all places in buffalo for you to get a job and it had to be a regular place for myself. what the hell??? i finally ALMOST block you out of my mind and here you appear. right in front of my face.
i walk in and see you. I've pretty much forgotten about you. but not really. not ever. my knees tremble and i have this strange feeling everywhere throughout my body. what has happened to me? i clutch tightly to the one i love..and belong to... but I'm racing inside. my mind is running in circles. forgetting where i am and what I'm doing and who I'm with until finally our eyes meet. but your face inst the same as i remember now that I'm looking at you. is your face turning rouge with the sight of myself? with a different view things are quite different. but not different enough. you stutter and for a few seconds i am bigger than you. out of every moment that i have known you or known of you i have never felt this way around you and what do i do now?
i am forced to have your face ingrained into my brain for god knows how long now. forgetting you is completely out of the question and i am forced now to do this all by myself. again. alone with the thoughts of you. i just don't know if i can do this anymore. if i cant tell you, there is no one else worth telling and that is just something I'm going to have to live with. and something that you'll just be better off not knowing anyway.
This is my confession to you and to the world. take it as you want it.