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I feel like shit. Why is it when y ou think your doing good at something someone comes and says.. YOU CAN DO BETTER..
It is pretty common that girls don't like their bodies.. some hate their boobs, some their butt, some think their face sucks.. me, I hate my tummy. And since i've been here, i've gone to the gym a few times a week. I was really proud of myself.. Someone, whose name will be daniel for the purposes of confidentiality has never had anything possitive to say about my body. Today Daniel made me feel like shit. "If you would just eat better, work out harder and more often and quit doing every other unhealthy thing you do you'd have a great body, its not that fuckin hard."
I don't feel like i need to explain to the women reading this, that this isnt one of those time reverse psyclogy works. infact it makes me wanna sit on my air crying and eating a gallon of the richest, thicket, most chunk-tastic ice cream can get a hold of.. Yes, Im unhappy about my body. but if I fixed it I'd something else i hate more. and what happens when its something I cant fix.. Im not one for plastic sergery.
Yes I am going to work out some, but losing 25 lbs by the end of the year.. i dont even think i have time for that shit... seriously
i can barely study and walk to class on time, much less all this soriroty shit im doing, I just dont have time for anything right now.. someone needs to rethink their approch
I feel like shit. im gonna go take a nap
It is pretty common that girls don't like their bodies.. some hate their boobs, some their butt, some think their face sucks.. me, I hate my tummy. And since i've been here, i've gone to the gym a few times a week. I was really proud of myself.. Someone, whose name will be daniel for the purposes of confidentiality has never had anything possitive to say about my body. Today Daniel made me feel like shit. "If you would just eat better, work out harder and more often and quit doing every other unhealthy thing you do you'd have a great body, its not that fuckin hard."
I don't feel like i need to explain to the women reading this, that this isnt one of those time reverse psyclogy works. infact it makes me wanna sit on my air crying and eating a gallon of the richest, thicket, most chunk-tastic ice cream can get a hold of.. Yes, Im unhappy about my body. but if I fixed it I'd something else i hate more. and what happens when its something I cant fix.. Im not one for plastic sergery.
Yes I am going to work out some, but losing 25 lbs by the end of the year.. i dont even think i have time for that shit... seriously
i can barely study and walk to class on time, much less all this soriroty shit im doing, I just dont have time for anything right now.. someone needs to rethink their approch
I feel like shit. im gonna go take a nap