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I would of never considered myself pessismistic when I was 5 years old. I was actually really calm, and full of dreams, and friendly. I dont know about you, but I remember pieces and bits of things I went through when I was younger.
Like one time in kindergarden, my dad was dropping me off at class cause I was late. I remember my teachers name, Ms.Singcore. My dad told my sister to give me a kiss, and in jest, I made a gross face and wiped the kiss off, in turn- making the whole class laugh.
I remember when I was in pre-school, my sister was also. And I was sitting at my desk playing with some clay, and all of a sudden I felt this tugging on my shoes and when I looked, my sister was under the table, hiding. She had gotten away from the ladies who were taking care of the younger kids cause she wanted to be near me.
I remember walking into Royale Green elementary for first grade after the hurricane. And nobody really liked me. This one girl, who's name was Sarah, used to really hate me and tell on me everytime I talked. I remember plotting out ways to cut all her hair off during class.
I also remember in that shitty school, this girl named Lesly, who was a big stupid cunt and used to treat me and my cousin Shawna like shit, but never my cousin Carla. And one day Lesly was making fun of me for having a boyfriend, and I was like "You're just mad nobody likes you cause your ugly." Then she went and snitched me out to my teacher. LOL!
It's weird how I can recall things like this, 15 years later.
It's weird how I can recall always being a loner because nobody liked me.
It's weird how much hasn't really changed.
Like one time in kindergarden, my dad was dropping me off at class cause I was late. I remember my teachers name, Ms.Singcore. My dad told my sister to give me a kiss, and in jest, I made a gross face and wiped the kiss off, in turn- making the whole class laugh.
I remember when I was in pre-school, my sister was also. And I was sitting at my desk playing with some clay, and all of a sudden I felt this tugging on my shoes and when I looked, my sister was under the table, hiding. She had gotten away from the ladies who were taking care of the younger kids cause she wanted to be near me.
I remember walking into Royale Green elementary for first grade after the hurricane. And nobody really liked me. This one girl, who's name was Sarah, used to really hate me and tell on me everytime I talked. I remember plotting out ways to cut all her hair off during class.
I also remember in that shitty school, this girl named Lesly, who was a big stupid cunt and used to treat me and my cousin Shawna like shit, but never my cousin Carla. And one day Lesly was making fun of me for having a boyfriend, and I was like "You're just mad nobody likes you cause your ugly." Then she went and snitched me out to my teacher. LOL!
It's weird how I can recall things like this, 15 years later.
It's weird how I can recall always being a loner because nobody liked me.
It's weird how much hasn't really changed.