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Lately everything feels strange. Kind of like you're looking in from the outside, and you have no control over anything. I'm so glad that it's the weekend, I think if I'd spent any more time in school I would have simply snapped....I guess I came pretty close to that point on Friday.
It's like this: you just go through the motions and do whatever you did the day before... go to school, come home, go to work, come home, and sleep. There's never anything new that happens EVER in this town...its enough to make someone go crazy.
All I want to do is graduate. Just get away from 95% of the people I am forced to see every single day. Just to not have to sit through an entire hour of the hillbilly every day in first hour. just to go out there and have that freedom to make mistakes and become who you want to be.
In essence, we're all the same person, bitching and complaining about petty little problems that everyone encounters some time or another. I'm so sick of it. There's so much out there that I feel like I'm missing out on. Yet we're all just stuck here... doing the same exact thing every fricken day.