Amazing Grace =)
QUOTE FOR THE DAY:
"The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step."
(Lao Tzu)
Life is back to normal. And THANK GOD.
=)
'The journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step'.
True yes?
Because how are we ever going to get where we want to if we aren't willing to make that first step.
Some say that the first step is like a LEAP OF FAITH. Which is why most of us are so scared about it.
Scared of what could happen (good or bad). Why we FEAR the unknown.
But not ME ! =)
I feel so GOOD about life, and it's the feeling you only get-- when you know you've accomplished something.
And I, well... You could say that. =)
And I'm ready to take on the world, take on my life-- one step at a time.
I've said goodbye to the past, and I'm looking forward to the future.
There is no turning back now.
This, is the point of no return.
And I can't wait to see what life, love, fate, destiny and God have instore for me! =)
Someone told me today- that I had a certain 'GLOW' to me, even asked me if I was 'IN LOVE'
I laughed.
Am I in love? ... Maybe.
Should I be in love? ... Probably, it IS about time.
But do I know for sure? ... Not really =P
That's all I'm really willing to say here on LJ coz, in light of what has happened in the past week, I HAVE TO tread carefully.
Who knows when some other random, comments here full of crap.
Besides, whenever I mention the guy in LJ-- something 'mysteriously' happens and it goes wrong in so many ways.
I've decided I'll keep it to myself, until I'm certain anyways.
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In other news, the funniest thing happened to me today.
It started last night when I text Fr. Jj to ask what time masses were. `Hol' up, incase you were thinking it... Fr. Jj is NOT OLD. And if you saw him for the first time- you would've never guessed he was a Priest. lol. Kinda like Glenn =).
Anyways, to cut the long story short-- he decided to make me his best friend. =)
Now, usually- my family goes to the 5AM mass every Easter Sunday.
Today, my mom had work.
So instead, we went to the 5PM mass-- we were supposed to go to St. Peters coz it's closer to home, but St. Peters didn't have a mass running.
So we went to St. Andrews instead. And we didn't sit in our normal seats, we sat on the side-- near the piano.
I told my mom-- I said "Let's not sit here, coz they'll (Fr. Frank&Fr. Jj) see and find something for me to do."
But we sat there anyways. arghh.
There were no singers, so they had a CD (and the lady in charge of that had NO CLUE.)
The Alter Boys had no clue either.
I was happily minding my own business, then all of a sudden-- during the bit where the Priests wait for a few people to come up to help with communion, only 2 came up.
And this is how it went.
Fr. Jj: "I need two more helpers"
... No one steps up.
Fr. Jj: "We still need two more...."
... Nothing.
Fr. Jj: "Camille" *nods his head for me to come and help*
ARGHHHHHH! ON THE SPOT MUCH?
My goodness.
My parents were like "go camille, Fr's calling you"
Camie: "i don't likeeeee.."
I ended up going anyways.
He gave me communion and he's like "....BesPren"
Then told me to go up to the gallery to give communion. I'm like "....okayyy...."
I walked up the stairs and I'm like "God help me."
It was all good and everything.
Except I looked like a total TOOL saying "Body of Christ", trying not to smile.
And even MORE of a TOOL, when the kids came up to me and I had to BLESS them.
WTH? NO CLUE as to what the Priests say when they Bless those kids. ARGHHH.
I just put my hand on their heads and in my mind was like "God, help me."
Then I got like the most random things back.
Like--
Camie: "Body of Christ"
SOME DUDE: "Thankyou."
WTF? LOL
But it was fun. I guess.
Kinda embarrassing coz there were sooo many Filo's around and I looked so lost.
I also had the wine-- which I haven't had since I was like Grade 6; for my Confirmation.
It was ew..
GAAAAH.
Oh the JOYS of being "FR. BESPREN"s best friend.
God better like me right now.
I love you po! =)