Finding a way to make the FULL-NESS feeling GO AWAY =(
First of all, I'd like to say that I'm not too happy about knowing that the Jonas Brother's song "AUSTRALIA" is NOT about ME. HAHAHAHAHA.
*rewind*
` So I got home at like 9.30 or so and I had my green tea nice and hot because I SERIOUSLY could NOT BREATHE. lol.. I ate waaaay too much! After a FLAWLESS performance from MYSELF and SISBO at church, Fr. Joel treated us to dinner at Di Caprio's for his sister's farewell.
But it wasn't just us- there were a lot of us and I saw my cousin's ex gf there too lol. Rizza's bestfriend. tsk.
Anyhooz, I orded a CHICKEN parmigiana and got a VEAL parmigiana instead LOL.. But I didn't even notice until the waitress came back and told me that she gave me the wrong order after about 2 bites of this VEAL lol.. So by the time I got my right order and I was half way through it, I was full but I forced myself to at least eat the chicken- I gave up on the chips and the cheese on top of my parmigiana. lol..
We said our goodbyes and I took Kei home, then I went home too lol..
After drinking my green tea, I went to my room and stumbled across the last issue of DOLLY and I was looking through it, thinking "how come THIS one doesn't have anything about the Jonas Brothers and the new issue does! Not fair . . ." Then BOOM! I saw it.
It was an article about JOE JONAS, MY Joe Jonas! And his AUSSIE LOVE. *mthrFCKR*.
Her name is AMELIA something-something and she is a MODEL. (damnn, sux to be me)
And their song "AUSTRALIA" was written by Joe for her! =(
BUT. BUTTTT!!
They broke up. YEP. They broke up because she had to move back to OZ.
THANK GOD! WOOOHOOOOO!!
There is STILL A CHANCE FOR MISS CAMIE! lol..
Anyhooz, that's all I really have to say- for a moment there I was DEPRESSED about the whole thing, but then- the important fact is that they are BROKEN UP. YAAAAY lol.
Ooooh..
Interesting fact: My Horoscope =)
"Are you ready to let one of your walls come down? It's time to be more vulnerable in a growing relationship -- before that wall gets torn down! Things are moving forward whether you like it or not, and you will really be missing out on something special if you don't hop on and let down your guard. They won't accept shallow small talk from you anymore -- they want to know your true thoughts and what you really want out of life, because they want to see how they can fit into it."
Okay, my walls are DOWN for today-- but for who? I don't know anything about a "growing relationship"... HUH? lol.. But hey! I'm all for MOVING FORWARD =)
I'd like to know who wants to try and fit into my life haha..
Maybe it's AR? lol .. RANDOM. He called me twice when I got home..
I didn't answer LOL.. As if! *rolls eyes* NOT REALLY AR, NOT REALLY. =)
But today sounds interesting. I hope it's as good as it sounds! =)
* I wish I could rip out a page of my memory
Cuz I put to much energy in him and me
Can't wait till I get through this phase
Cuz its killing me. . .
This love is takin' all of my energy . . .
How do we reverse the chemistry? . . . *
*rewind*
` So I got home at like 9.30 or so and I had my green tea nice and hot because I SERIOUSLY could NOT BREATHE. lol.. I ate waaaay too much! After a FLAWLESS performance from MYSELF and SISBO at church, Fr. Joel treated us to dinner at Di Caprio's for his sister's farewell.
But it wasn't just us- there were a lot of us and I saw my cousin's ex gf there too lol. Rizza's bestfriend. tsk.
Anyhooz, I orded a CHICKEN parmigiana and got a VEAL parmigiana instead LOL.. But I didn't even notice until the waitress came back and told me that she gave me the wrong order after about 2 bites of this VEAL lol.. So by the time I got my right order and I was half way through it, I was full but I forced myself to at least eat the chicken- I gave up on the chips and the cheese on top of my parmigiana. lol..
We said our goodbyes and I took Kei home, then I went home too lol..
After drinking my green tea, I went to my room and stumbled across the last issue of DOLLY and I was looking through it, thinking "how come THIS one doesn't have anything about the Jonas Brothers and the new issue does! Not fair . . ." Then BOOM! I saw it.
It was an article about JOE JONAS, MY Joe Jonas! And his AUSSIE LOVE. *mthrFCKR*.
Her name is AMELIA something-something and she is a MODEL. (damnn, sux to be me)
And their song "AUSTRALIA" was written by Joe for her! =(
BUT. BUTTTT!!
They broke up. YEP. They broke up because she had to move back to OZ.
THANK GOD! WOOOHOOOOO!!
There is STILL A CHANCE FOR MISS CAMIE! lol..
Anyhooz, that's all I really have to say- for a moment there I was DEPRESSED about the whole thing, but then- the important fact is that they are BROKEN UP. YAAAAY lol.
Ooooh..
Interesting fact: My Horoscope =)
"Are you ready to let one of your walls come down? It's time to be more vulnerable in a growing relationship -- before that wall gets torn down! Things are moving forward whether you like it or not, and you will really be missing out on something special if you don't hop on and let down your guard. They won't accept shallow small talk from you anymore -- they want to know your true thoughts and what you really want out of life, because they want to see how they can fit into it."
Okay, my walls are DOWN for today-- but for who? I don't know anything about a "growing relationship"... HUH? lol.. But hey! I'm all for MOVING FORWARD =)
I'd like to know who wants to try and fit into my life haha..
Maybe it's AR? lol .. RANDOM. He called me twice when I got home..
I didn't answer LOL.. As if! *rolls eyes* NOT REALLY AR, NOT REALLY. =)
But today sounds interesting. I hope it's as good as it sounds! =)
* I wish I could rip out a page of my memory
Cuz I put to much energy in him and me
Can't wait till I get through this phase
Cuz its killing me. . .
This love is takin' all of my energy . . .
How do we reverse the chemistry? . . . *