"No TV and no internet make Jodie something something..."
"Go crazy?"
Me: "Don't mind if I do! Wooooooooo!!!" (<--- reference from The Simpsons.)
So like, I've move out of my parents basement finally, and while I am happy to have my own place, I am at the same time going stir crazy because I have nothing to entertain me but the paint peeling off the walls. Actually, that is not true. I have been painting and carving soapstone but I do not have a scanner or a digital camera let alone a computer, so I have no way of sharing the stuff that I have made. My parents had all of those things but they have disconnected their internet because they have gone to Florida until April or May. (I'm using a friend's computer right now, btw.) I thought living without a computer would not be so bad but since the internet has been my only safe connection to the outside world it is turning out to be very difficult!
I moved out in the end of August and while I have had a few moments here and there to check my e-mails, I have pretty much gone without internet access for four months now! No cable since I do not own a TV (and never watched much of it anyway) but I cannot play videogames either.
So like, I've been doing art out of sheer boredom. Doctors have played with my meds a few times, and I hate it. I'm starting to feel like a friggen chemical factory. I hate pills so much. I have always been against pills and I wish there was an "herbal" remedy for clinical depression, social anxiety and post-traumatic stress. *Sigh*
I know no one reads this blog anymore, but for anyone who happens upon it by accident, have a Happy Holidays.
Me: "Don't mind if I do! Wooooooooo!!!" (<--- reference from The Simpsons.)
So like, I've move out of my parents basement finally, and while I am happy to have my own place, I am at the same time going stir crazy because I have nothing to entertain me but the paint peeling off the walls. Actually, that is not true. I have been painting and carving soapstone but I do not have a scanner or a digital camera let alone a computer, so I have no way of sharing the stuff that I have made. My parents had all of those things but they have disconnected their internet because they have gone to Florida until April or May. (I'm using a friend's computer right now, btw.) I thought living without a computer would not be so bad but since the internet has been my only safe connection to the outside world it is turning out to be very difficult!
I moved out in the end of August and while I have had a few moments here and there to check my e-mails, I have pretty much gone without internet access for four months now! No cable since I do not own a TV (and never watched much of it anyway) but I cannot play videogames either.
So like, I've been doing art out of sheer boredom. Doctors have played with my meds a few times, and I hate it. I'm starting to feel like a friggen chemical factory. I hate pills so much. I have always been against pills and I wish there was an "herbal" remedy for clinical depression, social anxiety and post-traumatic stress. *Sigh*
I know no one reads this blog anymore, but for anyone who happens upon it by accident, have a Happy Holidays.