Feeling better.

[selfhater17]

I think the new medication I am on (Effexor) is starting to take effect. There is still a lot of shit going on, but I feel more calm. At least seem to be able to think about the situations and realities of my life with out panicking or having an emotional meltdown. I actually have been thinking about making art again, which is something I haven't done for almost six months. I haven't actually so much as picked up a pencil yet, but ideas are running through my mind again anyway.

I'm still anxious about a lot of things, especially the diabetes, but I don't feel quite so overwhelmed and hopeless as I did before.