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[selfapologies]

I just want to thank you
thank you for being you
thank you for introducing me to
h e r
she made me realize that you and I are both happier
i am me.
I want to thank you for telling me the things you do
I know you now
in a different way
and thank you for listening to me
no guy that is in my life the way you are
has ever said things to me like that
not the i love you kind of things
I've heard those so many times before
but the things you tell me
they let me know
that I need to be ready for what is to come
I know that I have messed up with you already
but when you listened to me
you now know why
and I thank you for that
you understand what I mean without me having to actually say it all
and that's amazing
you are amazing
and I thank you for that
I wish you knew entirely how I feel
but I'm happier that you know why I can't tell you
I've never met someone quite like you before
there are layers and layers of who you are
and You remind me of so many people I've met
but in a better more entire and complete way
I thank you for defending me
and I really thank you for always keeping me on my toes
it's a unique version of being on my toes though
I'm never worried what will happen
in fact I look forward to it all
when we fight and get mad at each other it's okay
it's a normal sort of way
because things are so unexplainable between us.
then there is her,
she's a part of your past and I get that
but the fact that you bring her around me
and she knows me
and she knows what's going on
is nice.
it's a breath of fresh air.
I look forward to the time we will continue to spend together
but most of all
i thank you
for being you
and I thank you
for your past
and your future
but I also love the way
you fight for me
and prove to me that you accept me
and what i've been through and what
we will go through together
you're soooo entirely and completely far from perfect
but so am i. but together we can be perfect
we just both have to be ready
and some day we will...

thank you ....