it was coming, but i was ready!

[self_savior]

I had a feeling this was coming. Jen found a guy that she likes. I knew that it was gonna happen, but i am not bothered too much. sure, i still like her, but i still have me! i am also not surprised, but confused, on her (along with many other girls') choice of boyfriend. why is it that all the hot girls go for the meanest guys? jen is now with jared, Jared is a jerk! he messes with everyone! i'm at least a foot taller than him, (and no, I'm not fat!) he's just really small. but he still messes with me and other ppl. yeah he gets girlfriends easier than everyone else, and he's the only one who thinks school is a fashion show! he thinks he is tougher than everyone, which is fine, but why does he wanna try and prove it to everyone! he is such a bully! i think if it came down to it, i could beat him up, but when he is messing with me....i still get scared or nervous a little bit, because i feel soooo much adrenaline, that if i let it loose, i wont be able to control it. its like im holding the door shut on a lion's cage! i just also dont wanna fight him, because things would get even worse between us. but whatever, why does jen wanna date such assholes? why do girls like jerks!?
-Ronnie