I'm Protesting Dinsey Movies( minus alice in wonderland)
I never have gotten the chance to write about my weekends since I got here, but I'll just do this weekend anyways. The past one was a lot crazier though. Friday I needed an escape, it had been torrential downpouring all week and I was getting cabin fever. Kayla brought me and Lauren with her to CT for the night. We smoked a couple of bowls on our way up, ate some cereal at her house and went to her ex-boyfriends new apartment. Things there were no different then they ever are; I got high. Lauren got drunk. Kayla got ass. Kayla has a really nice house, since she's loaded at all, but her parents scare the hell out of me. Her moms always chainsmoking and either on the phone or bitching about something. She has this sarcastic humor that makes you more edgy than amused. Her father looks like he's stoned at all hours of the day. He never seems to say much.
Anyways Saturday we came back here and napped, then my parents came up to spend the day in Boston with me. We had dinner at Uno and spent some time in the BU bookstore, and then did some shopping at the mall. My parents seem to be obsessed with their BU alumni-ness. It's almost intolerable. I'm kinda pissed that my brother didn't come visit me, I'll remember this at Christmas. After that I spend sometime getting ready in my dorm. Jason, Cam, and NOah came down for the night. We partied a bit at Erica's place, Nicole had come down for the night to. Then we shifted to a huge ass house party on campus. Lauren was shitfaced as usual. I left with Jessica and smoked in her dorm with some people. Then I got the spins and passed out in my room. This was around 230 am. I'm happy my b-town boys keep in touch. I love seeing them every time. Especially Cameron.
Today I spent most of the time sleeping. Reggie came over and totured me. Had dinner with the crew. Typed a paper. Same old. I'm going to smoke a blunt with lj, Mav, and Ted now.
I'm beginning to think I'm unlovable these days. I loved Doug, I really did. I still do deep down, though I try to push it away. I'm happy he's happy, but in the same aspect, if he really loved me, how is he happy wihtout me? I don't know maybe I've got these dumb ideas of love in my head. I think they should just stop showing kids those Disney movies with the happy endings, no one ever has happy endings these days, lets crush their hopes before it starts.
Anyways Saturday we came back here and napped, then my parents came up to spend the day in Boston with me. We had dinner at Uno and spent some time in the BU bookstore, and then did some shopping at the mall. My parents seem to be obsessed with their BU alumni-ness. It's almost intolerable. I'm kinda pissed that my brother didn't come visit me, I'll remember this at Christmas. After that I spend sometime getting ready in my dorm. Jason, Cam, and NOah came down for the night. We partied a bit at Erica's place, Nicole had come down for the night to. Then we shifted to a huge ass house party on campus. Lauren was shitfaced as usual. I left with Jessica and smoked in her dorm with some people. Then I got the spins and passed out in my room. This was around 230 am. I'm happy my b-town boys keep in touch. I love seeing them every time. Especially Cameron.
Today I spent most of the time sleeping. Reggie came over and totured me. Had dinner with the crew. Typed a paper. Same old. I'm going to smoke a blunt with lj, Mav, and Ted now.
I'm beginning to think I'm unlovable these days. I loved Doug, I really did. I still do deep down, though I try to push it away. I'm happy he's happy, but in the same aspect, if he really loved me, how is he happy wihtout me? I don't know maybe I've got these dumb ideas of love in my head. I think they should just stop showing kids those Disney movies with the happy endings, no one ever has happy endings these days, lets crush their hopes before it starts.