My favorite academic past time; procrastination
So classes have began and I'm piled with homework, aren't I so lucky? I have Communications & Math on Tuesday & Thursday. My comm. teacher seems really sweet, I don't think she'd get mad about anything, she works for ABC 6 and it's her first year at Lasell, so I think she's kinda equally nervous as us all. I think the class will be pretty interesting, it's focused on media. My math is intermediate algebra, which is pretty easy as it's an overview of Algebra 1 & 2, even though I suck at Algebra in general, the teacher is a total douchebag! He's so old it looks like his face is falling off, I really think he's going senile. He refuses to teach the class, rather he sits at his desk and throws out math words and tells us to discuss it. He basicly told on chick that she's a dumbass and he knew it from the moment she walked in. Harsh. On MWF I have english, psych. and history. English is going to be a shitload of writing, but that's okay cause I like writing of course. Not to mention my teacher is a young, hot, fresh out of grad school guy. Mmm student teacher affairs are definately hot. Anyways....Psych. seems good. My teacher is young and really nice, I loved pysch. in highschool so hopefully I'll love it here too. My history teacher is really old, and has a droopy eyelid covering his lazy eye, but when you don't stare at it you get over it. He's really amusing, I like his humor. He made it clear that our class wouldn't be about memorization and facts but about understanding and analyzing history.
I don't mind things thus far, aside from the fact Lauren never seems to stop talking. But I love her so I can let it slide.
I don't know what to do about Reggie. He's a year older then me. But I get that whole I'm a playa, think I'm a pimp vibe . He assures me he's just a bit of a flirt and he would never hurt me. I got pissed at him the other night and he dragged me outside to talk and we had this long discussion. He says he likes me a lot, and he doesn't feel that way about girls often, he's says I'm the cutest little frehsmen he's met and he calls me a dork, which makes me smile, and he's always holding my hand and kissing me, though I haven't let it go farther. He says he wants to be something more, but he understands I'm in a new enviroment and I may not want to do that just yet and that he knows I have trust issues cause I've been through some shitty relationships. I don't know what to do! I like him. He makes me smile, he's cute, he's popular, he's a charmer. But I'm scared. When I kiss him it doesn't feel right. I think I'm not over Doug. I miss him, but he has changed. He's not the same guy I fell in love with and all in all it's just depressing.
Advice anyone?
I don't mind things thus far, aside from the fact Lauren never seems to stop talking. But I love her so I can let it slide.
I don't know what to do about Reggie. He's a year older then me. But I get that whole I'm a playa, think I'm a pimp vibe . He assures me he's just a bit of a flirt and he would never hurt me. I got pissed at him the other night and he dragged me outside to talk and we had this long discussion. He says he likes me a lot, and he doesn't feel that way about girls often, he's says I'm the cutest little frehsmen he's met and he calls me a dork, which makes me smile, and he's always holding my hand and kissing me, though I haven't let it go farther. He says he wants to be something more, but he understands I'm in a new enviroment and I may not want to do that just yet and that he knows I have trust issues cause I've been through some shitty relationships. I don't know what to do! I like him. He makes me smile, he's cute, he's popular, he's a charmer. But I'm scared. When I kiss him it doesn't feel right. I think I'm not over Doug. I miss him, but he has changed. He's not the same guy I fell in love with and all in all it's just depressing.
Advice anyone?