Cloud 9
I love my life today. The past week has been so fun and happy :) It's like living with that best friend that you laugh with and be silly around. I'm free to be who I am, no stress, no arguing, no anger...truly happy. He's amazing.
This is the last of my 2 amazing days off work. But tomorrow wont be so bad, I'm not baking, so that's a good happy thing :D.
I'm going to pay rent today..it sucks how poor I am lately. BUT, hopefully it'll be ok sometime in the near future. I'll start looking for other jobs soon. I've been putting it off because I got a cash advance off of my next paycheck...and I don't wanna leave owing them money and being completely poor at the same time. I'll wait maybe 2 more pays :).
I'm for sure proud of myself. Yesturday I confronted someone with something that was bothering me. To most people this wouldn't be a big deal, but for someone passive like me, it was so nice to be able to finally speak up. And the outcome of my speaking up...I realised something I should have known all along. But am too paranoid sometimes. Oh well, lesson learned, now I can be normal again lol.
I wish I could confront all of the people that dislike me or "hate" me. I really don't hate anybody. I feel really bad when people don't like me too, especially if it's for some silly little thing that could be resolved by talking. I guess the whole world will never be happy like that.
Anyway, that's enough ranting for me. To Mikey Norwood, and Dee (who are the only people that will potentially read this), I really miss you guys..*hugs*.
xoxoxox
This is the last of my 2 amazing days off work. But tomorrow wont be so bad, I'm not baking, so that's a good happy thing :D.
I'm going to pay rent today..it sucks how poor I am lately. BUT, hopefully it'll be ok sometime in the near future. I'll start looking for other jobs soon. I've been putting it off because I got a cash advance off of my next paycheck...and I don't wanna leave owing them money and being completely poor at the same time. I'll wait maybe 2 more pays :).
I'm for sure proud of myself. Yesturday I confronted someone with something that was bothering me. To most people this wouldn't be a big deal, but for someone passive like me, it was so nice to be able to finally speak up. And the outcome of my speaking up...I realised something I should have known all along. But am too paranoid sometimes. Oh well, lesson learned, now I can be normal again lol.
I wish I could confront all of the people that dislike me or "hate" me. I really don't hate anybody. I feel really bad when people don't like me too, especially if it's for some silly little thing that could be resolved by talking. I guess the whole world will never be happy like that.
Anyway, that's enough ranting for me. To Mikey Norwood, and Dee (who are the only people that will potentially read this), I really miss you guys..*hugs*.
xoxoxox