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My coffee is clicking. and the fact that I have to go to my moms house this weekend is putting me into a great wave of depression.
I feel so uncomfortable being in her house. It just seems like one big empty space. far from a "home". I don't even have my own bedroom and I dont keep any of my "belongings" at her house because I am never there. So I try to spend as much time as possible outside even if it's by myself, this results in the common argument about how I never want to spend any time with my own mother. It's so much stress which I could definitley live without. especially at this point in my life.
I feel so uncomfortable being in her house. It just seems like one big empty space. far from a "home". I don't even have my own bedroom and I dont keep any of my "belongings" at her house because I am never there. So I try to spend as much time as possible outside even if it's by myself, this results in the common argument about how I never want to spend any time with my own mother. It's so much stress which I could definitley live without. especially at this point in my life.