I’ll have the hearse follow the ambulance. No medicine exists to make my lungs work again

[self_diagnosis]

I was a camera
Until I went blind

i think i died...
i've said like five words all day.
i have nothing to say.
i feel empty.

every time i take a deep breath, for a second i feel alive.
i wish life was one deep breath.
everlasting bliss.

i'm not using this LJ anymore.
i'm starting a new one, once i think of a new name.

'til then, bye.