Sep 26, 2005 21:21
sometimes i seriously consider dropping out.
is a GED really that unacceptable?
i just fear regretting it one day.
how disappointed my mom would be.
i can't handle school anymore.
the morning comes and i don't wake up.
i bring books home, just never open them.
motivation no longer fills me.
i don't need money to make me happy,
well i enough to get necessities- but not luxuries.
and who knows, i could die tomorrow.
i could die tonight.
so what good would school be if i'm just going to die.
you can't write a novel from six feet under.
i just think trying so hard is a waste.
i'm not going too far.
i can't make it in london, are you kidding me?
i would get my GED and join the army but,
helmet hair isn't my thing,
sweating is gross
& physical labor is too demanding.
they'd kick me out for bitching.
camouflage is cute, just not head to toe.
hehe. whatever.