Mooglemonkey: A series of random and incoherent thoughts.
So here I am, floating in the void of unemployment.
I've submitted one job application sofar, going to be calling today to see if they're interested, then submitting the next one. Yes, I'm doing this far too slowly, but I'm still dazed.
The over abundance of free time is freeing, but at the same time, irritating. I have nothing to do all day. I sit around and do nothing. Bright side is I've still got friends, and we're still hanging out frequently, but my hanging out ability is limited, with bills to pay and such.
Gotta get the money turned back on, fast.
::sigh:: I should've thought this through a little more.
At least I have CoH and Warcraft keeping me semi-sane. That and my friends.
I might be headed to Carver to talk to that girl about possibly starting something musically, but who knows if that'll happen. I tried contacting her a little bit, and now I think she might think I'm stalking her or something stupid like that. Yeah, I'm stalking you, and we're both taken, let me tell you. I think I'm more than satisfied with what I've got right now, thanks. Just hoping that with any luck, she was serious about hanging out and trying to start some kind of band. And yknow what, if she isn't? It's either a new friendship, or another awkward internet experience and nothing worse for the wear.
Brainshitting is fun and easy, kiddies.
I really should work on my new LJ some more. I need to make icons for it. I think I'm also going to need Nikkol's help for layout shit, since I never really learned it. So, yeah, Nikkol? If you're reading this, bring it up next time we talk? While we're at it, Alyssa? If you're reading this, can I trouble you to come over your house and get some more recent pictures?
Stop lingering Mark.
Pick up the pieces and get moving, before the shrapnel starts hitting. You know you're better than this. Stop wasting away your potential in your room. Stop staring at this screen being people that you aren't in mediums that won't help you past keeping you amused. Stop letting your life fall to ruin without caring that it's happening. Things matter now, pick yourself back up...
... Stop fucking writing this. Go. Now. Fix things.
Stop being helpless, and fix things.
You have enough control to do it.
Go.
... Alright. I'll try.
Don't try. Do it.
Okay.
I've submitted one job application sofar, going to be calling today to see if they're interested, then submitting the next one. Yes, I'm doing this far too slowly, but I'm still dazed.
The over abundance of free time is freeing, but at the same time, irritating. I have nothing to do all day. I sit around and do nothing. Bright side is I've still got friends, and we're still hanging out frequently, but my hanging out ability is limited, with bills to pay and such.
Gotta get the money turned back on, fast.
::sigh:: I should've thought this through a little more.
At least I have CoH and Warcraft keeping me semi-sane. That and my friends.
I might be headed to Carver to talk to that girl about possibly starting something musically, but who knows if that'll happen. I tried contacting her a little bit, and now I think she might think I'm stalking her or something stupid like that. Yeah, I'm stalking you, and we're both taken, let me tell you. I think I'm more than satisfied with what I've got right now, thanks. Just hoping that with any luck, she was serious about hanging out and trying to start some kind of band. And yknow what, if she isn't? It's either a new friendship, or another awkward internet experience and nothing worse for the wear.
Brainshitting is fun and easy, kiddies.
I really should work on my new LJ some more. I need to make icons for it. I think I'm also going to need Nikkol's help for layout shit, since I never really learned it. So, yeah, Nikkol? If you're reading this, bring it up next time we talk? While we're at it, Alyssa? If you're reading this, can I trouble you to come over your house and get some more recent pictures?
Stop lingering Mark.
Pick up the pieces and get moving, before the shrapnel starts hitting. You know you're better than this. Stop wasting away your potential in your room. Stop staring at this screen being people that you aren't in mediums that won't help you past keeping you amused. Stop letting your life fall to ruin without caring that it's happening. Things matter now, pick yourself back up...
... Stop fucking writing this. Go. Now. Fix things.
Stop being helpless, and fix things.
You have enough control to do it.
Go.
... Alright. I'll try.
Don't try. Do it.
Okay.