Oh It's What You Do To Me

[self_amused]

i forgot i even had a journal,
with myspace around,
what's the frickin' point.
but i'm still here,
and i'm still thinking.
way too much for one to handle,i believe.
i still have no job.
had one for awhile,
but i quit.
i wasn't being paid enough money.
what happened to my dreams of being someone?
i'd be lying as well if i said school was going swell,
but the truth is,
i'm never there to even know.

i have this interest right now...
the best feeling in a long time,
but i'm a scared to admit that.
i'll never be the one.

i'm gonna read,
and i'm gonna sleep.
the days are getting warmer.
it brings me closer,
and closer to happiness each day.