Deal With It

[self_amused]

so ireturn to work today after a week and a half.
hmmm i guess i'm looking forward to the money,
not looking forward to no more lounging around.
haha.
i'm still at a bad point in my life.
i'm not sure where i am gonig with it.
i'm in search of love.
i miss adam so much.
i wish he would understand that i need him.
but i must deal with it.
i'm trying to enjoy being single,
but i like cuddling nights and movies and dinners.
i'm a girlfriend.
i've been drinknig too much.
i don't want to stop.
it makes me feel good.
but i honestly shouldn't use that as a getaway.

i have yahoo messenger now...
give me your names.