fucking life
so i've had a terrible... going on .... 8 days
it all started last week when david decided to do do his band shit for 5 days. i'd really like to support him in that whole matter but i mean come on.... its not that serious... 5 days. everyday he would call me at like 12 at night and then want to spend time with me and have the nerve to say that i was smothering him. well on friday everything was better he came over to my moms house and we dyed our hair the same color red. (it looks really good) then we left in a mad rush to get back to his house for his friend marilyn's party. well that was cool then this girl that i dont like was there, so the whole night i had to like ignore her bc david made me promise that i would start shit with her since it was his friend blah blah blah. well she was the laughing stock of the party... everyone that saw her was like wtf is she on. haha. it made me feel good. well at the end of the night i couldn't take her moronicness anymore and had to say soemthing. then as david is pushing her out the door she gives me this nasty look and i was like look bitch you better walk out before you get your ass kicked, and david got really mad at me. so we argued for the rest of the night/morning... then he was just a douche bag for the rest of the day saturday. well that night we were supposed to go to the fetish party and i was annoyed all day from having his friends tag along with me to a photoshoot which put me in a terrible mood. well me and D argued some more and i decided to go to my moms to get ready for the party... well we met at the party and everything was allrgiht and sunday was cool, same with yesterday and he wants to spend the day with me today. tahts the good part. the bad part of the rest of the week was that on friday i foudn out that i am being demoted at my job bc of a new manager. i didnt do anything wrong and she decides to bring in people from her store to take over ours... which means that she cut my hours this week from work 6-2 mon, wed, fri to 12-4 wed, fri. which really sucks. i have 8 fucking hours. i really wanted to talk to my mom about all of that the stuff with david, my job and blah blah but she was with her fiance. well when i went to her house saturday to get ready she had the door locked on me so i had to bang to get in, when she opened the door shes like are you ok? and i was like no and told her everything. well i didnt talk to her the next day and i go to her house yesterday morning to take a shower and get ready to go look for a new job and her fucking door is locked again. so i call her and shes like well you have to respect my house and clean up after yourself. well i didnt fucking have time to not to mention i was going to do it when i got there monday but she felt like being a cunt. so my whole day yesterday was fucked up bc she had no consideration about my stress. way to make a bad week worse. so D took me out to dinner which really helped. i love him. so i call my mom today to make sure shes going to leave the door open so i can do my homeowrk and i tell her that i wont be able to make my bills next motnh bc i will only be able to work 4 of the 8 hours that my job gave me this week bc i havge to study for a midterm tomorrow and that stupid bitch manager dosent want me to come in 8-12 like i would normally do. she like my mother has no consideration so i call my mom to tell her that and again... no consideration and replys with "thats life". ugh so i'm mad today i was mad yesterday, sunday, saturday, friday, and the rest of last week. when is it going to get better. when i talked to one of my other managers today she was like hey dont worry these things usually come in 3's. but when is it going to end. its like four thigns already. arguments with david (though they are over now), my job, then his friends tagging along and fucking up my day, then my mom.... and more of my mom fucking shit up.... my goodness.... what else is there. shouldn't this shit be over? fuckign life sucks right now. thank god i have david and he understands
it all started last week when david decided to do do his band shit for 5 days. i'd really like to support him in that whole matter but i mean come on.... its not that serious... 5 days. everyday he would call me at like 12 at night and then want to spend time with me and have the nerve to say that i was smothering him. well on friday everything was better he came over to my moms house and we dyed our hair the same color red. (it looks really good) then we left in a mad rush to get back to his house for his friend marilyn's party. well that was cool then this girl that i dont like was there, so the whole night i had to like ignore her bc david made me promise that i would start shit with her since it was his friend blah blah blah. well she was the laughing stock of the party... everyone that saw her was like wtf is she on. haha. it made me feel good. well at the end of the night i couldn't take her moronicness anymore and had to say soemthing. then as david is pushing her out the door she gives me this nasty look and i was like look bitch you better walk out before you get your ass kicked, and david got really mad at me. so we argued for the rest of the night/morning... then he was just a douche bag for the rest of the day saturday. well that night we were supposed to go to the fetish party and i was annoyed all day from having his friends tag along with me to a photoshoot which put me in a terrible mood. well me and D argued some more and i decided to go to my moms to get ready for the party... well we met at the party and everything was allrgiht and sunday was cool, same with yesterday and he wants to spend the day with me today. tahts the good part. the bad part of the rest of the week was that on friday i foudn out that i am being demoted at my job bc of a new manager. i didnt do anything wrong and she decides to bring in people from her store to take over ours... which means that she cut my hours this week from work 6-2 mon, wed, fri to 12-4 wed, fri. which really sucks. i have 8 fucking hours. i really wanted to talk to my mom about all of that the stuff with david, my job and blah blah but she was with her fiance. well when i went to her house saturday to get ready she had the door locked on me so i had to bang to get in, when she opened the door shes like are you ok? and i was like no and told her everything. well i didnt talk to her the next day and i go to her house yesterday morning to take a shower and get ready to go look for a new job and her fucking door is locked again. so i call her and shes like well you have to respect my house and clean up after yourself. well i didnt fucking have time to not to mention i was going to do it when i got there monday but she felt like being a cunt. so my whole day yesterday was fucked up bc she had no consideration about my stress. way to make a bad week worse. so D took me out to dinner which really helped. i love him. so i call my mom today to make sure shes going to leave the door open so i can do my homeowrk and i tell her that i wont be able to make my bills next motnh bc i will only be able to work 4 of the 8 hours that my job gave me this week bc i havge to study for a midterm tomorrow and that stupid bitch manager dosent want me to come in 8-12 like i would normally do. she like my mother has no consideration so i call my mom to tell her that and again... no consideration and replys with "thats life". ugh so i'm mad today i was mad yesterday, sunday, saturday, friday, and the rest of last week. when is it going to get better. when i talked to one of my other managers today she was like hey dont worry these things usually come in 3's. but when is it going to end. its like four thigns already. arguments with david (though they are over now), my job, then his friends tagging along and fucking up my day, then my mom.... and more of my mom fucking shit up.... my goodness.... what else is there. shouldn't this shit be over? fuckign life sucks right now. thank god i have david and he understands