its been awhile again
and now is the time to rant again
so today is the first day that i have been home in i dont even know how long. David is out of town on a trip that i was supposed to go with him to but his mom was being very inconsiderate (which is the only nice way to put it) so i was not able to make the trip which really sucks becase we both miss eachother already and he only left this morning at like 5 am. i guess its because we spend so much time together we aren't used to being apart now.
my grandpa called me like an hour ago and just had to annoy the shit out of me. he asked me how i was doing and i told him the usual about how i'm glad its summer and he asked when i go back and i said unfortunitly in 3 1/2 weeks, blah blah blah. then he asks me if i'm still with david and i'm like yeah why not? and he starts telling me that david is only using me... and i'm like what the hell for? where do adults get these things from. him and my mom have to say this about every guy that i'm with. its so fucking annoying. so he keeps saying that shit which put me in an even worse mood today. i just want my david.
ohh and on top of it my roommate is here. she cooked dinner with her so decided to lock my cat meowing outside on the porch in 90 + degree weather. who does taht? no wonder my cat is so loud... not to mention she gets no attention with me not being here since david can't park here over night. why do so many things in my life have to be shitty?
at least i have david
well anywyas so she comes up to me about 5 mins ago and asks for the pool key. well its in my car with the mail key. she thinks because she pays a whole $500 per month (which rent for this place is worth so much more) she gets to use everything. well i think not. especially when they cook dinner and she locks my cat outside... leaves the food out there doesnt even bring it in when she is done... leaves MY dishes on the counter (granted they are clean - shes lucky) ohh and the kitchen floor is all dirty because her friend didnt take off his shoes when he walked in MY house, which after i paid to get the carpet cleaned she still doesnt have the decency to leave her and her guests shoes at the door (its not that hard). ugh ohh and how does she clean the floor once i say something? with my swiffer. i love it.
i'm just so annoyed right now
anyways on a better note, i did a shoot this weekend with my new friend Jaime, shes really cool. i had a good time. David and Danny came with me and htey got some pictures in friday night, then saturday i shot some more with david, an a solo of myself. fiday i took some with Jaime but they didnt come out good because it was dark by the time we were all ready, which sucks but ohh well. hopefully there is at least one good shot. Next weekend we plan to shoot with another photographer which i'm looking forward to. i wanted to shoot a lot this summer but this is the first shoot so far. maybe it will get me in loop :)
i love taking pictures and i hope the ones with david turned out good!
i can't wait unitl he comes back tomorrow, its not even a long trip and i can't function without him. sad face.
well i just downloaded the entire nightmare on elm street series so i'm gonna fall asleep to that.
i should already be sleeping seeing as i have to get up at 6 am, but ohh well
so today is the first day that i have been home in i dont even know how long. David is out of town on a trip that i was supposed to go with him to but his mom was being very inconsiderate (which is the only nice way to put it) so i was not able to make the trip which really sucks becase we both miss eachother already and he only left this morning at like 5 am. i guess its because we spend so much time together we aren't used to being apart now.
my grandpa called me like an hour ago and just had to annoy the shit out of me. he asked me how i was doing and i told him the usual about how i'm glad its summer and he asked when i go back and i said unfortunitly in 3 1/2 weeks, blah blah blah. then he asks me if i'm still with david and i'm like yeah why not? and he starts telling me that david is only using me... and i'm like what the hell for? where do adults get these things from. him and my mom have to say this about every guy that i'm with. its so fucking annoying. so he keeps saying that shit which put me in an even worse mood today. i just want my david.
ohh and on top of it my roommate is here. she cooked dinner with her so decided to lock my cat meowing outside on the porch in 90 + degree weather. who does taht? no wonder my cat is so loud... not to mention she gets no attention with me not being here since david can't park here over night. why do so many things in my life have to be shitty?
at least i have david
well anywyas so she comes up to me about 5 mins ago and asks for the pool key. well its in my car with the mail key. she thinks because she pays a whole $500 per month (which rent for this place is worth so much more) she gets to use everything. well i think not. especially when they cook dinner and she locks my cat outside... leaves the food out there doesnt even bring it in when she is done... leaves MY dishes on the counter (granted they are clean - shes lucky) ohh and the kitchen floor is all dirty because her friend didnt take off his shoes when he walked in MY house, which after i paid to get the carpet cleaned she still doesnt have the decency to leave her and her guests shoes at the door (its not that hard). ugh ohh and how does she clean the floor once i say something? with my swiffer. i love it.
i'm just so annoyed right now
anyways on a better note, i did a shoot this weekend with my new friend Jaime, shes really cool. i had a good time. David and Danny came with me and htey got some pictures in friday night, then saturday i shot some more with david, an a solo of myself. fiday i took some with Jaime but they didnt come out good because it was dark by the time we were all ready, which sucks but ohh well. hopefully there is at least one good shot. Next weekend we plan to shoot with another photographer which i'm looking forward to. i wanted to shoot a lot this summer but this is the first shoot so far. maybe it will get me in loop :)
i love taking pictures and i hope the ones with david turned out good!
i can't wait unitl he comes back tomorrow, its not even a long trip and i can't function without him. sad face.
well i just downloaded the entire nightmare on elm street series so i'm gonna fall asleep to that.
i should already be sleeping seeing as i have to get up at 6 am, but ohh well