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i didn't sleep at all, and when morning came I was a big gooey self-pitying mess, and all of my muscles hurt. Richard went to rub my back in what I'm sure was an affectionate way, but it hurt so I went "*mumble* no! s'hurts"
So he sighed and got up and decided he would go in early instead of me, for which I feel horrible about. I know he was looking forward to getting to sleep in for once, and I know I kept him up anyway with all my coughing. he said as much. I apologized a lot and asked him to lay back down, but he brushed me off, got ready, and almost left without a kiss. he's not happy with me.
sob.
so I tried to go back to sleep but I kept coughing and they're mowing the lawn outside, so I crawled out of bed and put my bathrobe on. It has a big spot of dried blood on the hem. I don't know where it came from, but I'm pretty upset, because it's long dried and hard and most likely will never come out of the fabric. i'll ask mom if she will make me a new one.
So he sighed and got up and decided he would go in early instead of me, for which I feel horrible about. I know he was looking forward to getting to sleep in for once, and I know I kept him up anyway with all my coughing. he said as much. I apologized a lot and asked him to lay back down, but he brushed me off, got ready, and almost left without a kiss. he's not happy with me.
sob.
so I tried to go back to sleep but I kept coughing and they're mowing the lawn outside, so I crawled out of bed and put my bathrobe on. It has a big spot of dried blood on the hem. I don't know where it came from, but I'm pretty upset, because it's long dried and hard and most likely will never come out of the fabric. i'll ask mom if she will make me a new one.