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And so the semester begins....
My very first homework session for fluids! Yay! I sure am excited. I was all hyper and wired until I got home like 5 mins ago, and now I'm tired. And sleepy. And mellow. I guess I'll probably just go take a shower and do some reading.
Sorry guys.
I realized that I may have a little crush on a grad student in the lab. The funny thing is, he's not really the type I go for. His nickname is "crazypants": just for that he gets extra points from me. He's not the most gorgeous or built or tall, but he's so nice and smart and funny and weird. The weird is important for me. He smells amazing and has the most beautiful eyes, hidden behind glasses, crooked teeth, and a little boy smile.
nothing's going to happen of course..I'm sure he has some serious gf in the background, and I feel so silly and young around him, so of course I get really cold. Great way to attract someone, eh? and I'm sure he doesn't feel the same way. Heh. At least it gives me something to focus on and think about, since there are absolutely no prospects on the horizon. I've pretty much given up on ever doing more than a peck on the lips. Oh well, I may die a spinster, but by then I'll be on so many meds it won't matter.
On to something that's been concerning me a little. Every time I go somewhere new, it seems very unreal, like a movie. It's been getting worse the past 6 months or so. I'm not sure why it's happening. Isn't it supposed to be the other way around?
It's nice though. I finally have someone I can talk to without holding much back, and they understand and give me support when I need it and a kick in the ass when I don't. But I don't want to spend all my time this semester with the same people. I want to meet some new ones, experience some new things.
and get wasted tomorrow night.
And thats my day. Its a beautiful day in the neighborhood.
My very first homework session for fluids! Yay! I sure am excited. I was all hyper and wired until I got home like 5 mins ago, and now I'm tired. And sleepy. And mellow. I guess I'll probably just go take a shower and do some reading.
Sorry guys.
I realized that I may have a little crush on a grad student in the lab. The funny thing is, he's not really the type I go for. His nickname is "crazypants": just for that he gets extra points from me. He's not the most gorgeous or built or tall, but he's so nice and smart and funny and weird. The weird is important for me. He smells amazing and has the most beautiful eyes, hidden behind glasses, crooked teeth, and a little boy smile.
nothing's going to happen of course..I'm sure he has some serious gf in the background, and I feel so silly and young around him, so of course I get really cold. Great way to attract someone, eh? and I'm sure he doesn't feel the same way. Heh. At least it gives me something to focus on and think about, since there are absolutely no prospects on the horizon. I've pretty much given up on ever doing more than a peck on the lips. Oh well, I may die a spinster, but by then I'll be on so many meds it won't matter.
On to something that's been concerning me a little. Every time I go somewhere new, it seems very unreal, like a movie. It's been getting worse the past 6 months or so. I'm not sure why it's happening. Isn't it supposed to be the other way around?
It's nice though. I finally have someone I can talk to without holding much back, and they understand and give me support when I need it and a kick in the ass when I don't. But I don't want to spend all my time this semester with the same people. I want to meet some new ones, experience some new things.
and get wasted tomorrow night.
And thats my day. Its a beautiful day in the neighborhood.