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I'm trying really hard not to feel nostalgiac, but it's not really working very well. I feel like I had so many missed opportunities here, and standing on my uncle's roof just brought back all of those memories. The fact that everyone I'm related to are jackasses doesn't really help that much either. I'm trying to keep myself from hoping that I will run into Tamir again, since I know it won't happen. Gah, what happened to realist Alex. I think the hardest part is that I can't go visit any of my friends either - the only place I've been this trip is the old city and the airport, although I knew that's how it was going to be. Just hold on!! two more days!!! And then I can go back to my life and keep trying to put the past behind me.