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It's been quite a while since I posted here. To be honest, I haven't really been doing a very good job posting on my other blog either, but I can pretend. Anyway, thought I'd mix things up a bit.
I'm starting to feel a little bit excited (and anxious) about coming home. It really is very soon. Almost exactly three weeks. I'm trying to both get everything I can out of these last few weeks and to just relax and get as much relaxation in as I can. I am luckily in a beautiful place just 10 minutes walking away from a beautiful beach for at least the next few days. I'm just trying to sort of go day by day, see what opportunities come up and not overplan anything, really the culmination of the attitude I've been trying to have since I got here. I am simulatenously trying to start doing things that will make my return home and to my life as easy as possible, and also rethinking my career path since the work I did here in emergency medicine had such an impact on my life. And honestly, I just miss it. I miss the work and I felt much more balanced in my life while I was doing it. We'll see. I'm just taking it slowly. And loving my easy and free access to the internet. And television!! Yay!! And I'm trying not to think about the fact that I will have almost no money in my bank account when I get home :) I both look forward to coming and home and am anxious. But I can't stay here anylonger than I planned - my life is in limbo, and it's time for me to come back.
I'm starting to feel a little bit excited (and anxious) about coming home. It really is very soon. Almost exactly three weeks. I'm trying to both get everything I can out of these last few weeks and to just relax and get as much relaxation in as I can. I am luckily in a beautiful place just 10 minutes walking away from a beautiful beach for at least the next few days. I'm just trying to sort of go day by day, see what opportunities come up and not overplan anything, really the culmination of the attitude I've been trying to have since I got here. I am simulatenously trying to start doing things that will make my return home and to my life as easy as possible, and also rethinking my career path since the work I did here in emergency medicine had such an impact on my life. And honestly, I just miss it. I miss the work and I felt much more balanced in my life while I was doing it. We'll see. I'm just taking it slowly. And loving my easy and free access to the internet. And television!! Yay!! And I'm trying not to think about the fact that I will have almost no money in my bank account when I get home :) I both look forward to coming and home and am anxious. But I can't stay here anylonger than I planned - my life is in limbo, and it's time for me to come back.