long cold nights

[selenaz]

This may sound cheesy.. but every night seems so lonly without Brian..i havent been alone sence we've been together. At night i dont sleep, even though i need to, our bed is still like me on one side his full of blankets and pillows to fill the void. our cat Gir lays next to me, its like he knows im not right ,that something is missing. lastnight when Brian called me at 2:00ish we were barlie speeking but just little words seem to ease the night, even yawns seem to help. his little wispers of, i want to hold you and i miss your stink hehe make me want to see him more. after i got off the phone almost comatos , i cryd so hard. i cryed myself to sleep holding the teddy bear he got me . i hope this night wont be so hard. g'night
our new love song
Far Away - Nickelback
This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there’s just one left
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

On my knees, I’ll ask
Last chance for one last dance
‘Cause with you, I’d withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I’d give it all
I’d give for us
Give anything but I won’t give up
‘Cause you know,
you know, you know

That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you’ll be with me
and you’ll never go
Stop breathing if
I don’t see you anymore

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
‘Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
‘Cause I’m not leaving
Hold on to me and
never let me go