Jul 24, 2009 00:44
ok so all my life iv had a trust problem and im been rapped and molested more then once in my life from people that were once very close to me and idk if thats the reson i make myself sick or i used to cut but i was watching somthing on tv after a long stressful day and idk i guess it messed with my head and alot of old feelings latly have been coming back and forth and idk i really want to cut and i know some of u people would love to call me (emo) but i would love 2 see i walk in someone eles shoes from a day and for all u people that understand thank u but really idk wtf to do anymore i need help and i think i need to move out of where i live i love the people i live with to death but i think there is to much tension