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kids from the dance music and party scene were my extended family for most of my life. now I don't have that.
but i need some kind of group to belong to. this whole lone wolf routine has gotten old.
i had hoped to merge with some of the bikey people, and to an extent I have...but there are two issues with that:
1. i will never be part of the "high performance super-racer fit people crew". it just isn't going to happen. i'm too slow. i like my riding slow and pleasurable.
2. i live too far from atlanta to really connect with folks who ride there, and there isn't really a bikey -scene- out here.
dang.
this was another weekend of not interacting with a single person on a social level from the time I got off work friday through the whole weekend. gotta stick with the program for at least another 6 months before i make any kind of major change. to move to atlanta and try to keep my present job is just not realistic. my commute would be close to 120 miles day round trip, seriously. that isn't going to happen.
i've kind of been tossing around interesting ideas like renting a room from someone in ATL for weekends but staying up here during the week so I can keep my commute miles down but still start to integrate myself back into intown activities without having to drive 50 miles back home all the time. Or something. I dunno.
the need to have human to human interaction has reached a critical state. its kind of embarassing that i haven't fixed this issue already.
but i need some kind of group to belong to. this whole lone wolf routine has gotten old.
i had hoped to merge with some of the bikey people, and to an extent I have...but there are two issues with that:
1. i will never be part of the "high performance super-racer fit people crew". it just isn't going to happen. i'm too slow. i like my riding slow and pleasurable.
2. i live too far from atlanta to really connect with folks who ride there, and there isn't really a bikey -scene- out here.
dang.
this was another weekend of not interacting with a single person on a social level from the time I got off work friday through the whole weekend. gotta stick with the program for at least another 6 months before i make any kind of major change. to move to atlanta and try to keep my present job is just not realistic. my commute would be close to 120 miles day round trip, seriously. that isn't going to happen.
i've kind of been tossing around interesting ideas like renting a room from someone in ATL for weekends but staying up here during the week so I can keep my commute miles down but still start to integrate myself back into intown activities without having to drive 50 miles back home all the time. Or something. I dunno.
the need to have human to human interaction has reached a critical state. its kind of embarassing that i haven't fixed this issue already.