I hate feeling this way
And i can't even truely discribe how i'm feeling but i don't like it. For starters i tend to take things too personally. When someones saying negative things about friends of mine i get defensive. There's something in me that wants to defend them and like some kind of hero worship, 'but that's my friend and they can do know wrong,' even though deep down i know it's not true.
And lately i've been feeling like a nuisance. I like to talk. I like to talk a lot. I do talk a lot. It doesn't have to be about anything in perticular, most of the time it isn't. I like to get out all those random thoughts that run through my brain. If i don't then they just stay there and i think about them and how i want to talk to someone about it but i know it's nothing of interest to anyone but me. I feel like my near constant chatter annoys even my closest of friends and it just makes me feel like crap and yes i know this probably isn't even the case.
On a brighter note i thought i'd share some photos i've taken recently. Click thumbs for full size.
This one i took at work today, i love how vivid the colors turned out.
I took this photo this past weekend. The flowers are called roses of sharon.
More of the same but this time with bumble bee butts.
This picture is a bit old but i really like it. My puppies Kady & Chloe.
And lastly Chloe looking like a Boyd's Bear.
And lately i've been feeling like a nuisance. I like to talk. I like to talk a lot. I do talk a lot. It doesn't have to be about anything in perticular, most of the time it isn't. I like to get out all those random thoughts that run through my brain. If i don't then they just stay there and i think about them and how i want to talk to someone about it but i know it's nothing of interest to anyone but me. I feel like my near constant chatter annoys even my closest of friends and it just makes me feel like crap and yes i know this probably isn't even the case.
On a brighter note i thought i'd share some photos i've taken recently. Click thumbs for full size.
This one i took at work today, i love how vivid the colors turned out.
I took this photo this past weekend. The flowers are called roses of sharon.
More of the same but this time with bumble bee butts.
This picture is a bit old but i really like it. My puppies Kady & Chloe.
And lastly Chloe looking like a Boyd's Bear.