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Well, I need help once again...
Am I not allowed to be mad that random stupid girls leave my boyfriend little cutesy messages like little hearts and you are so adorable, etc.? Because it sure does piss me off and I'm sick of it because he wouldn't do a thing about it and when he did he complained the whole time, which he shouldn't because if he loved me so much he would do anything for me without a single complaint. And to me this isn't a little thing b/c it's been going on for a long time and it's gotten to me and it hurts to know that my boyfriend doesn't care whether it bothers me or not. i feel really really unloved by him right now it feels like he doesn't want a single thing to do with me lately and its not a fun feeling at all especially knowing that our 6th month is supposed to be coming up and this is the first actual anniversary I've celebrated with anyone. I want things to be like how they used to be and I'm not sure if that's going to happen. Maybe him and I shouldn't have rushed into things so fast maybe we should have been just friends and put our feelings aside but loving him and being with him feels right.
Am I not allowed to be mad that random stupid girls leave my boyfriend little cutesy messages like little hearts and you are so adorable, etc.? Because it sure does piss me off and I'm sick of it because he wouldn't do a thing about it and when he did he complained the whole time, which he shouldn't because if he loved me so much he would do anything for me without a single complaint. And to me this isn't a little thing b/c it's been going on for a long time and it's gotten to me and it hurts to know that my boyfriend doesn't care whether it bothers me or not. i feel really really unloved by him right now it feels like he doesn't want a single thing to do with me lately and its not a fun feeling at all especially knowing that our 6th month is supposed to be coming up and this is the first actual anniversary I've celebrated with anyone. I want things to be like how they used to be and I'm not sure if that's going to happen. Maybe him and I shouldn't have rushed into things so fast maybe we should have been just friends and put our feelings aside but loving him and being with him feels right.