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An earlier e-mail written to a friend... (This is kind of a long one...)
So there is this guy that I have been talking to for about 2 months... I really like him. Like there are emotions going thought my body that I just cant explain at all... like he is the first guy that makes me happy.. When we talk on the phone, aim, and when we see each other. He knows I like him and he has told me that he likes me... and I asked him if wanted to be more than just "friends" but he said he thinks he’s not ready for a relationship, because he still "wants to know what is out there".. Here is a little expert of a convo that we had earlier today...
Mike: hey what do you call me...? (Friend, friend with benefits... what)
Him: I don’t know
Him: ha-ha
Him: Good friend with benefits
Him: possibly more
Mikey: I hope we can be more some day... but I guess ill take good friends with benefits... ha-ha
Him: I am glad to hear that
Him: its just I don’t think I am ready for a relationship
Mikey: yaw... you just want to hook up with people... ha-ha
Him: Not so much
Him: I just like to know whets out there
I just don’t know what to think or do anymore... I really like him... but I don’t know if I want to wait... I kind of do... but I don’t want to wait forever... kind of thing... like today he called me and asked me to meet him after work... and I was like why.. He just told me to do it... so I did... ha-ha... so when I finely meet him after he got off... and I asked him why he wanted me to come down... he was like .. I just wanted to see you... and its stuff like that... that just makes me all "giddy"... when ever we see each other we always give eat other a hug good bye.. But recently he has starting giving me a kiss bye too... He is the first thing that I think about when I wake up... (Besides having to go to the bathroom... ha-ha) and when I do eventually fall asleep he is the last thing I think about at night...
He is the first guy that I have meet in 3 years that I haven’t wanted to just get right to sex then leave kind of thing.. I mean we have messed around... but have not gone the full distance yet... I just don’t know anymore... it’s like I said before there are so many emotions that are going thought me right now that I just can’t explain... oh god...
Add On...
We always talk online, I think we talk online more than we talk on the phone... now... he doesn’t answer my text anymore... or when he does its like 3 hours later... Im like what is up with that... yesterday we were talking... and he always talk about "hooking up" and who wants to hook up with him... it kind of annoys me... He is online right now... but he has not imed me yet... and part of my says to go ahead and im him... but the other part is saying let him im me first... so in the mist of our conversation yesterday... I decided that I would go to san Francisco (by my self) to have dinner... and sit in the pier and just watch the ocean... but I asked him if he wanted to join me... he said sure.. So we finely went out about 9 o’clock... we talked in the car... guess what about? Yup "hooking up"... and some other stuff... we eat at the hard rock cafe... then by 1130 we were on our way home... he didn’t seem to want to give me a hug but I have him one... we didn’t even kiss each other... im starting to wonder if his liking me is dying out.. I don’t know... I thought he would get online when he got home... but he didnt... at all... and when we were in the car... he told me that some guy online wanted to "hook up" with him... and told him to bring me along.. But I was like nope... that’s ok... so I think he went over there and "hooked up"... but I don’t know for sure... because I ask him all the time did you "hook up" and he always says nope.. (When we are online...)... I mean I really like this guy... but I think I might just have to let things go for awhile... and if it was ment to be... it was ment to be... and we will find each other... later on... I don’t want to do that... but I think I might have to... argh... ack... WTF do I do... please help me...
Ok so I know that was allotted of rambling... I hope you are able to peace it all together and give me some kind of insite... or advice... anything will help... And thank you in advance...
So there is this guy that I have been talking to for about 2 months... I really like him. Like there are emotions going thought my body that I just cant explain at all... like he is the first guy that makes me happy.. When we talk on the phone, aim, and when we see each other. He knows I like him and he has told me that he likes me... and I asked him if wanted to be more than just "friends" but he said he thinks he’s not ready for a relationship, because he still "wants to know what is out there".. Here is a little expert of a convo that we had earlier today...
Mike: hey what do you call me...? (Friend, friend with benefits... what)
Him: I don’t know
Him: ha-ha
Him: Good friend with benefits
Him: possibly more
Mikey: I hope we can be more some day... but I guess ill take good friends with benefits... ha-ha
Him: I am glad to hear that
Him: its just I don’t think I am ready for a relationship
Mikey: yaw... you just want to hook up with people... ha-ha
Him: Not so much
Him: I just like to know whets out there
I just don’t know what to think or do anymore... I really like him... but I don’t know if I want to wait... I kind of do... but I don’t want to wait forever... kind of thing... like today he called me and asked me to meet him after work... and I was like why.. He just told me to do it... so I did... ha-ha... so when I finely meet him after he got off... and I asked him why he wanted me to come down... he was like .. I just wanted to see you... and its stuff like that... that just makes me all "giddy"... when ever we see each other we always give eat other a hug good bye.. But recently he has starting giving me a kiss bye too... He is the first thing that I think about when I wake up... (Besides having to go to the bathroom... ha-ha) and when I do eventually fall asleep he is the last thing I think about at night...
He is the first guy that I have meet in 3 years that I haven’t wanted to just get right to sex then leave kind of thing.. I mean we have messed around... but have not gone the full distance yet... I just don’t know anymore... it’s like I said before there are so many emotions that are going thought me right now that I just can’t explain... oh god...
Add On...
We always talk online, I think we talk online more than we talk on the phone... now... he doesn’t answer my text anymore... or when he does its like 3 hours later... Im like what is up with that... yesterday we were talking... and he always talk about "hooking up" and who wants to hook up with him... it kind of annoys me... He is online right now... but he has not imed me yet... and part of my says to go ahead and im him... but the other part is saying let him im me first... so in the mist of our conversation yesterday... I decided that I would go to san Francisco (by my self) to have dinner... and sit in the pier and just watch the ocean... but I asked him if he wanted to join me... he said sure.. So we finely went out about 9 o’clock... we talked in the car... guess what about? Yup "hooking up"... and some other stuff... we eat at the hard rock cafe... then by 1130 we were on our way home... he didn’t seem to want to give me a hug but I have him one... we didn’t even kiss each other... im starting to wonder if his liking me is dying out.. I don’t know... I thought he would get online when he got home... but he didnt... at all... and when we were in the car... he told me that some guy online wanted to "hook up" with him... and told him to bring me along.. But I was like nope... that’s ok... so I think he went over there and "hooked up"... but I don’t know for sure... because I ask him all the time did you "hook up" and he always says nope.. (When we are online...)... I mean I really like this guy... but I think I might just have to let things go for awhile... and if it was ment to be... it was ment to be... and we will find each other... later on... I don’t want to do that... but I think I might have to... argh... ack... WTF do I do... please help me...
Ok so I know that was allotted of rambling... I hope you are able to peace it all together and give me some kind of insite... or advice... anything will help... And thank you in advance...