WOW
wow. its been forever and a year since i been on here.. well, i need have alot to say. i thought my high school sweet heart was the one for me... well, obviously he was becuz i married him. he was such a perfect boyfriend. and the day we got married everything changed. he has been nothing but an asshole.. trying to bring my feelings soo low to the point that i feel like theres nothing to live for anymore. he has wanted to divorce me too. and it hasnt even been a year since we have been married. i moved away from my family to be with him and his family and even his family treats me like crap. im 19 years old and i have nothing. no family or anything i dont even have a husband to help me out. i do so much for this guy its not even funny. i would kill myself if he asked me too. and when i ask for help from anyone they all say no! how the hell is that even right.. they all know i have no family and that they are the only ones here for me.. and it just doesnt even seem to bother them. i just want to be loved, cared for, and wanted. I dont know what to do anymore. im a christian. so i dont believe in divorces. but what can i do.. im soo confused and so upset. all i want is just one day where people cared and loved me.. all day