I'll be with you darling soon, i'll be with you when the stars start falling.....
MAN! I haven't updated since Tuesday! I'll try to give a synopsis on everything that's been going on lately.
School:
So, it's the end of the semester and I just finished all my finals. I had my last final today. It's so sick that my first year of college is officially over already. It scares me. I feel like I just graduated high school 2 days ago! JESUS! Overall, I had a very good year. I got a lot out this year. I picked up 2 instruments, met one of the best guys ever, haha met my new "pet", (haha Chris gets that one,) met some of the best professors ever (Krikun, Tunstall & Bumgardner, to name a few,) and I got the best grades i've ever gotten, which led me to make honors list my first semester, get into a University after only one year at Bergen (which is pretty much unheard of,) and win a scholarship. Overalll, my year had many ups and downs, ESPECIALLY in the love department, but I enjoyed it and I hope next year brings me even more sucess and hope for my future.
Family:
I went down the shore again this Sunday to visit my grandmother. She looks a million times better than ever, she looks and sounds a lot more like her old self. We are very fortunate to have had her survive something like this and be able to heal completely. This was a very rare case for someone to heal so well and quickly at her age. We lucked out.
Work:
Work has been hectic as hell lately. Been having to make up for calling out those 2 days 2 weeks ago. Now that school is out, i'm gunna be working full time. It's only for 2 weeks though, cuz then I start summer classes. After summer classes i'll probablly be going back to working full-time. Plus, i'll hopefully have Justin's car by then so I can get promoted to counter supervisor cuz I can stay later. My wardrobe has DOUBLED in the past three months. I have bought way more clothes than I can even fit in my closet, it's ridiculous. It truly is an addiction and I need to stop!
Love:
This is the most complicated of things going on right now. It always in my life though. I'm very happy with Chris, I have to say. I've let myself go more and I really do enjoy being with him. He shaved his beard off and he looks absolutely adorable. When he has his glasses off, he looks like Logan from Veronica Mars, it really freaks me out. I'm very comfortable with him, I was able to build up my comfort level with him again, it took some adjusting after all the crazy drama that happened. But now i'm a little freaked out. As it gets closer and closer to Justin coming home, i'm getting more and more anxious. I'll be seeing him the day he comes home and I really don't know what to expect. I'm scared that i'll do something that will make me lose Chris forever. I'm very vulernable around Justin because he knows me and knows what to do to get me to stuff. Haha I know that makes no sense but I hope u know what I mean. Idk, I am very happy with Chris because i've finally let myself be. I'm very agressive. Hehe. That's all i'm going to say about that.
Health:
I have been sick for like 2 weeks and I want it to go away already! I sounded like crap at the performance 2 weeks ago. ROYAL CRAP. It's still here from then. DAMMIT! GO AWAY! No Chris is sick too so both of us are just going to stay sick cuz we'll keep passing it back and forth between each other. This sucks, I hate being sick.
::Tommorow::
Working 12-4.
::Wednesday::
CHRIS' BIRTHDAY!!!!
Working 9-1.
Hanging out with Chris. :)
::Thursday::
Working 3-8.
::Friday::
Brad Sherwood & Colin Mochary @ 8 P.M.
::Saturday::
Working 12-4.
::Sunday::
Church.
School:
So, it's the end of the semester and I just finished all my finals. I had my last final today. It's so sick that my first year of college is officially over already. It scares me. I feel like I just graduated high school 2 days ago! JESUS! Overall, I had a very good year. I got a lot out this year. I picked up 2 instruments, met one of the best guys ever, haha met my new "pet", (haha Chris gets that one,) met some of the best professors ever (Krikun, Tunstall & Bumgardner, to name a few,) and I got the best grades i've ever gotten, which led me to make honors list my first semester, get into a University after only one year at Bergen (which is pretty much unheard of,) and win a scholarship. Overalll, my year had many ups and downs, ESPECIALLY in the love department, but I enjoyed it and I hope next year brings me even more sucess and hope for my future.
Family:
I went down the shore again this Sunday to visit my grandmother. She looks a million times better than ever, she looks and sounds a lot more like her old self. We are very fortunate to have had her survive something like this and be able to heal completely. This was a very rare case for someone to heal so well and quickly at her age. We lucked out.
Work:
Work has been hectic as hell lately. Been having to make up for calling out those 2 days 2 weeks ago. Now that school is out, i'm gunna be working full time. It's only for 2 weeks though, cuz then I start summer classes. After summer classes i'll probablly be going back to working full-time. Plus, i'll hopefully have Justin's car by then so I can get promoted to counter supervisor cuz I can stay later. My wardrobe has DOUBLED in the past three months. I have bought way more clothes than I can even fit in my closet, it's ridiculous. It truly is an addiction and I need to stop!
Love:
This is the most complicated of things going on right now. It always in my life though. I'm very happy with Chris, I have to say. I've let myself go more and I really do enjoy being with him. He shaved his beard off and he looks absolutely adorable. When he has his glasses off, he looks like Logan from Veronica Mars, it really freaks me out. I'm very comfortable with him, I was able to build up my comfort level with him again, it took some adjusting after all the crazy drama that happened. But now i'm a little freaked out. As it gets closer and closer to Justin coming home, i'm getting more and more anxious. I'll be seeing him the day he comes home and I really don't know what to expect. I'm scared that i'll do something that will make me lose Chris forever. I'm very vulernable around Justin because he knows me and knows what to do to get me to stuff. Haha I know that makes no sense but I hope u know what I mean. Idk, I am very happy with Chris because i've finally let myself be. I'm very agressive. Hehe. That's all i'm going to say about that.
Health:
I have been sick for like 2 weeks and I want it to go away already! I sounded like crap at the performance 2 weeks ago. ROYAL CRAP. It's still here from then. DAMMIT! GO AWAY! No Chris is sick too so both of us are just going to stay sick cuz we'll keep passing it back and forth between each other. This sucks, I hate being sick.
::Tommorow::
Working 12-4.
::Wednesday::
CHRIS' BIRTHDAY!!!!
Working 9-1.
Hanging out with Chris. :)
::Thursday::
Working 3-8.
::Friday::
Brad Sherwood & Colin Mochary @ 8 P.M.
::Saturday::
Working 12-4.
::Sunday::
Church.