Mar 09, 2006 15:21
COUNTDOWN TILL SPRING BREAK: 1 DAY!!!!!
COUTNDOWN TILL ST. PATRICK'S DAY: 8 DAYS!!!!
COUNTDOWN TILL JUSTIN (BETTER) COME HOME: 18 DAYS!!!!!
Today (so far):
Today has been quite entertaining so far. Chris called me when I was on the bus, that dummy. Lolz. Jack was in the bus after we got to the terminal, so I was talking to him. Convinced him to download Zepp's "Since I've Been Loving You" after I let him listen a little bit. Haha. I was happy to get to school so I could practice Bohemain Rhapsody a little bit before the midterm. Saw Sam on my way to piano. The written part of the midterm was actually realli hard. I was struggling quite a bit. I know I passed but idk if I got a GOOD grade. It's probablly a B or C, which is going to drag down my entire average. Chris did his performance well, along with Fredo, Joe and the rest of them. I sucked so bad though. I let my neves get the best of me. I hate when I do that. Sure enough, when I was in the room by myself, I played it perfectly. I hate that shit. I want to do John Lennon's "Jealous Guy" for my next piece, for my final. Hopefully, I can do it, it sounds realli hard. Chris is going to get the music for me this weekend. Thanks, buddy. Haha. So after class I was just tinkering a bit. Then I was just sitting outside Chris' class and sure enough, he came out early, since he happened to have a test today. So we went back in the piano room for a while and then to E-156. Got some food and whatever. After incesant begging and pleading, I finally got him to teach me a little guitar. I promised him i'd save up to get my own. I like it so far. It's difficult, i'm not going to say it's not. Though piano does help me with it, it hurts me too cuz it's opposite fingerings so I get confused. Hopefully, I can do it well. I'm planning on taking percussion I next semester so i'd be awesome to know piano, guitar and drums. That'd be hot. Hopefully, he'll let me practice a little more and get the feel of it. I think I picked it up pretty well, hopefully, he'll let me continue. Walked over to the main building and ran into Jason. Might meet up with him later. Took my speech midterm. It was so easy. She gave us a worksheet of termonology on Tuesday and all you had to do was study that and it was everything that was on the worksheet. It was so easy! I know Imust have gotten an A or B. If I got a C- again, i'm gunna be pissed! Lolz. So now i'm just trying to kill time until work. I don't have to take the bus over there till 5 so i'm mad bored. Didn't know what to do so I decided to update and feed my daily subscribers' hunger for excellent writings. HAHA. SHUT UP, CHRIS. Lolz. Now for some poetry.
(Hope u catch the refrences.)
I tried to tell you everything would be alright
and that the sky is blue and not gray
but you wouldn't hear a word of it tonight
because you had to have it your way
and as the days grow longer and longer
my love for you remains the same
if anything it grows much stronger
despite the fact you caused me pain
I listen to Paul in my right ear
singing of all the lonely people
and I affirm one of my worst fears
I watch McKenzie trip on the steeple
you seem to see in black and white
instead of standard color hues
I see the world as vivid and bright
residing in darkness is what you choose
I seem to remember what you said
about your nonexsistent emotion
sometimes I feel my heart is dead
but cease to cause a commotion
I feel the beat of the music in me
I try to convey this into speech
but there's no way that this could be
anything that I possibly can teach
I know this makes no sense
it really wasn't meant to at all
sometimes I put up an emotional fence
to prevent myself from a bad fall
if you know how bad I wanted you
and how mad that i've been driven
you'd honestly want me too
i'm too heavy to be forgiven
because the world goes round
the hills of Mordor reside
regardless of that facts i've found
and all the tears i've cried
I love you though you don't
to show how much I care
I cry because you won't
and it's become too much to bear
so I hope you understand
the love I have inside
and I hope you won't demand
the proof that I have tried
it's crazy how life
seems to rapidly pass us by
and as I take this knife
a tear forms in my eye
I say this is for Lennon
George and Freddie Mercury
my face looks like a lemon
but it's the way it has to be
my last breath.....
Idk, I knwo it makes no sense but i'm just that bored. There are some good phrases in there though, might use them later. I am now officially mentally disturbed. Haha. Till tommorow.
::Tommorow::
Working 6-10:30.
::Sunday::
Church.
Hanging out with Stephen or Dana?