They say that time's of the essence, i'm talkin right now.....
COUNTDOWN TILL NEW YEAR'S: 4 DAYS!!!!!
I only got like 4 hours of sleep last night. It was weird cuz I was mad tired when I woke up. However, once I took a shower and got ready, it felt like I got all the sleep I had ever needed. I went to McDonalds and got some pancakes for breakfast. I'm so spoiled by my dad's pancakes and Uncle Bill's down the shore that I almost forgot how bad McDonald's pancakes suck. Almost, but not quite. Lolz. I went down to BBW mad early, like a half an hour before my shift. It looked like a fuckin duck pond exploded in the store. There were rubber ducks everywhere and everything was set up for the semi-annual sale. It was crazy though, we had over 20 sales. I took the time before the store opened to go around the store and write down all the sales on a piece of receipt paper. We were supossed to have brand new aprons with ducks on them but they couldn't find them. I found an old apron that said "The big semi-annual sale" on it, so I just wore that instead. I realli don't want to wear one with ducks on it, that's so retarded. We did get a new pin with a rubber duck on it, though. That was cute. I didn't realli have any major problems today. A lot of customers were asking for scents we didn't get in yet but that was pretty much the extent of it. I was in zone 3 for the entire 4 hours so it wasn't bad. Time flew by and before I knew it, it was 1. Justin looked so cute today. Hehe. He actually got to the store early. I bought one of the items that were discontinued but we had brought back for the sale. It was Cucumber Melon fomaing body wash. Mad pimp, dawg. It was only $5, I had to take advantage of that. I smelled some of the discontiued scents and they weren't that good. (Hence, the fact that they were discontinued.) The only ones I sorta liked were pearberry and creamy coconut. (That one was weird cuz I absolutely hate coconut.) Got my check and Justin and I finally got outta there. We wandered around Victoria's Secret, seeing if I could find anything worth using my Westfield giftcard on but I didn't have luck. I didn't have any luck in Rave, Rampage, and Against All Odds for Her either. We decided to go to Best Buy so he could use his gift card that my parents got him. I figured I could use my Westfield gift card there. He was arguing with me and saying they wouldn't except it because they're not part of the mall. Well, I asked someone and, lo and behold, I was right and I could use it. I didn't have much luck finding anything. I asked someone if they had Laguna Beach: Season One on DVD but they told me they didn't. I wanted to check for myself anyways I ended up finding one on a shelf where it wasn't supossed to be. I decided to buy it because my parents told me they had gone to three Best Buys looking for it for me for Xmas and couldn't find it.
Then we went to Toys R Us to see if I could use my gift card for there. I ended up getting Pokemon XD: Gale of Darkness (FINALLY.)
Haha, shut up. I have every single Pokemon game that ever came out for gameboy (color and advance), N64 and Gamecube. Why stop the collection? Besides, it gives me something to take my mind off of Justin when he leaves. I gotta get the game guide tommorow, I didn't have enough money today. I thought I did, but the game was on the wrong shelf so it was $10 more than I thought. I heart my baby. He puts up with a lot from me. Then we went to Johnny's so I could get some pizza. I got 2 slices and we had a long conversation. It seems that lately, (to me anyways), all we've been doing is either bickering or making-out. I was beginning to worry that our relationship was becoming all about the physical stuff. I mean, we don't realli talk the way we used to. Lately, i've been nit-picking at the stupidest little flaws that aren't even problems in our relationship. The problem with our relationship is that we have absolutely no problems. We're perfect for each other. That's just it. I'm paranoid because it all just seems too perfect. I keep the fact that I know he's capable of hurting me in the back of my mind at all times. I know it's stupid and that I shouldn't be worrying because i'll end up sabatoging my own relationship. I'm just not used to having such a perfect relationship. I've never had it this good. I'm used ot having a lot of problems, not being able to trust the person, loving them more than they love me and getting my heart broken. This is just different. I'm happy. It's not that temporary happiness that I had in other relationships. I'm actually, genuinely happy. I think our biggest problem is probablly the religion thing but nothing major has come up that would realli make that a conflict. Geez, he came over my house for Christmas, for Christ sakes! (Literally.) Is it weird that i've gotten used to being shit upon in my relationships? Maybe that says something about the guys I was choosing. I finally made a smart decision for once. He's the first guy i've ever had (what I would call) a serious relationship with, who treats me right. Doesn't that say something about me? Idk why, I just tend to fall for pricks most of the time. I have nothing to complain about! NOOO! It's not fair! Lolz. I look at picture in my profile and think of how real that all is. I've never EVER kissed anyone like I kiss him. I would consider myself experienced when it comes to kissing and it's like nothing i've ever done before. Everything with him always seems fresh and new. I could kiss him a million times and it will always feel like the first. I guess this is what it feels like to be in love, huh? I guess you could say I got it pretty bad. Hehe. We spent some time in the car outside my house before I went inside. Of course, it was your standard physical stuff but we also continued the conversation from Johnny's. I love how he can make me so angry and just change my mood back to happiness in a second. What a dork. Lolz. I was disappointed but he had to go to work mad early today. He has to work a double-shift in order to get tommorow night off so we can go to dinner with my parents. What a sweetheart. I basically spent my night watching the first episode of Desperate Housewives and the first 3 episodes of Laguna Beach. I hadn't gotten around to watching Desperate Housewives, since I had gotten it for my birthday so it was nice to watch it. Plus, I started watching the show mid-first season so I never saw the first 10 episodes or so. Planning on watching some more tommorow if I have time. Anyways, i'm gunna go to bed a little early tonight and call Justin to say goodnite. Nite all.
::Tommorow::
Working 10-2.
Hanging out with Justin 2-6.
Cheesecake Factory w/parents & Justin @ 6.
::Thursday::
Working 10-2.
Hanging out with Justin 2-12.
::Friday::
Hanging out with Justin.
::Saturday::
NEW YEAR’S EVE!
Working 10-2.
Hanging out with Justin.
New Year’s @ Simon’s.
::Sunday::
JUSTIN’S LEAVING! NOOOOO!
Who the fuck cares what else?