To Tonight

May 23, 2005 13:32

Considering that I'm sort of bored I figured now was the perfect opportunity to update. So much has happened in a sort span of time (AP tests, prom, band banquet, finals, graduation, etc). It's all wrapping itself up in a neat little package that my parents and older friends all talked about, something I thought I had some time till I faced: nostalgia .

I thought I'd be alright with it all but it's starting to hit me pretty hard. Graduation is tonight. I walk a carpeted stage in front of probablly close to two or three thousand people and in that brief thirty seconds of my life it'll be the last time I see a good majority of those people (hell just about all).

Don't get me wrong I'm so excited to head out to Hawaii and start out there. Yet there is this part of me that knows I venture out further then any of my friends, I leave them all behind here in Texas (except you Brianna). Most of them head off to colleges together and if things get bad it is nice knowing they're only a two-three hour drive away from you.

I know we'll keep in touch but it's not quite the same. We'll all get our own lives and live out our own little plans. It's hard knowing that my time here is limited when a couple of months ago it seemed so damn far away. It's all part of growing up even though times we all wish we could just be kids forever.

Congratulations to those who graduate tonight. It's been great, even when times were crappy.
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