My Apologies
well i fucked up. oh man did i fuck up! i have got the greatest girl a man could ever dream up. she is everything a man could wish for, except she is not a dream and she is not a wish, she is real. she brings me happiness with everything. and tonight i hurt her. i broke the trust that bonds our relationship. i fucked up royaly.
Over the years and teh relationships i have been in i have learned that i have a mouth, i tend to say things that should not could not and will not be said. i have learned to keep my mouth shut though for the most part, this time though, my mouth went to work. i said things that were personal to our relationship; things that one person would trust with the other person. i broke the trust. BABY IM SORRY. i know forgiveness may not come easy i am willing to work my ass off though to regain your trust. i know i can be the man that she dreams just as she is the woman that is beyond dream. i wish nothing more than to take back time and change what was done, though i know it cannot happen. I have put her into a situation she does not belong.
Monday i helped move her back down to killeen. it was a move to return to her life and to begin a life with me as her boyfriend. It's a life that i should never take for granted, should never let slip with. I know i hurt her and betrayed her i hate myself for it i only hope she can have it in her heart to give a dumbass another chance. not that i deserve it but because i know i will never hurt her again.
Over the years and teh relationships i have been in i have learned that i have a mouth, i tend to say things that should not could not and will not be said. i have learned to keep my mouth shut though for the most part, this time though, my mouth went to work. i said things that were personal to our relationship; things that one person would trust with the other person. i broke the trust. BABY IM SORRY. i know forgiveness may not come easy i am willing to work my ass off though to regain your trust. i know i can be the man that she dreams just as she is the woman that is beyond dream. i wish nothing more than to take back time and change what was done, though i know it cannot happen. I have put her into a situation she does not belong.
Monday i helped move her back down to killeen. it was a move to return to her life and to begin a life with me as her boyfriend. It's a life that i should never take for granted, should never let slip with. I know i hurt her and betrayed her i hate myself for it i only hope she can have it in her heart to give a dumbass another chance. not that i deserve it but because i know i will never hurt her again.