Nov 23, 2004 22:15
so much to say but nowhere to start...
i guess we will go back a good distance... well after for ever me and laura are talking again. we r cool. she text me out of nowhere and we went out to have dinner and talk about things. since then we have not hung out but we have stayed in touch. the fealings i had for her are still around and i very often still think about her, however i dont think i could ever go back. she hurt me bad and i think she would do it again if i gave her the chance. on that same note i dont think we will ever get that close again. she is still talking to sven for as much as i know and as long as she is cool with him i cant have much to do with her. we have spoken several time and i have asked her to hang out as well as she has me but we still have not hung out since that dinner. as i write this im wondering still if we should have ever dated. i dont regret it but im not proud of it either. but that was along time ago so we will continue on...
i have since kinda sorta dated a few girls here and there but none actually worked. the last one i was diggin on pretty hardcore but she slapped it in my face and said i was using her... we never had sex. i dont understand that very much...
this goes into joe's girl... oh ya... i moved out of the house and have my own place now. my roomates name is joe. hes a pretty cool dude. kind of a preppy emo/punk type guy i dont know what he is but we call him emo joe. he is now sorta talkin to this chick. she is pretty cute and seems cool. i met her saturday night at joe's 21st bday party. i dont know whats been up with me but since that night i have been pretty dead. just kinda antisocial. i dunno what it is maybe its everyone hookin up with people and me stayin single. blah!
.... another subject. i traded my bug to a dude in the VW club last week for a 1977 VW bus. lol its pretty rusty and an ugly ass brown colour. looks like a loaf of bread goin down the highway. kinda cool. i am working at the yamaha shop still and doin pretty cool. we just hired 2 more salesmen for the slow season. it sux cuz now we r all fighting for everyone who comes in the door. i have a feeling my paychecks are going to drop! thinking about looking for a second job.
i guess i didnt have as much to say as i thought. well ill keep in touch. PEACE!