so confused
you know i have had a thing for laura for quite some time. and as i have said i finally got the chance to have her, once i got her man everything was awsome! then i fucked up. since then she hasnt been talking to me. she says "she needs time" well im not good at this "i need time" BS. i cannot handle wether she is pissed of or not having her not talk to me. so i decided, and we will see how it works, to not even worry about her at all. with her not wanting to have anything to do with me its killing me. the only way for me to keep some sort of sanity is if i try and forget about her for the time being. i dont want to do this, i really am falling for the girl but she REALLY wants nothing at all to do with me. i dont know what i should do. i dont know what she wants from me, i dont know if she even still wants me. i guess we will figure it all out in time but i just hope its not too late. until then i guess im alone once more.