Sep 07, 2007 20:27
I feel like someone is digging around inside of me tearing everything into little pieces.
I feel distanced from myself.
I feel distanced from everyone.
I feel like I can't talk to the one person I should be able to talk to about ANYTHING.
I feel like a child.
A stupid, pathetic, waste of a child that just can't seem to do anything right.
I feel like whatever I feel like is the wrong thing to feel.
I feel like I work too much for too little.
But then again, who doesn't?
How about.. I feel like working two jobs and still having barely enough money to pay bills is a waste of my life.
I feel like no one understands or listens.
But that could be because I don't talk to anyone.
I feel like I'm never going to get anywhere with my life.
I feel like I get absolutely nowhere with anyone or anything.
I feel like I can talk till I'm blue in the face and still nothing changes.
But I hate change so that shouldn't matter, right?
I feel like I'm not appreciated sometimes.
I feel like the feeling you get when you look at me is nowhere near the intensity I feel when I look at you.
I feel like you see nothing more.
I feel like that's the worst feeling ever.
I feel like a baby.
I feel like I'm here by myself.
I feel like I'm tired of putting on this happy face.
I feel like I can't pretend anymore.
I feel like I'm done keeping things to myself.
I feel like I can't live for everyone else anymore.