i now realize what i am.

[seksiebrwneyez]

i am a gifted and creative genius who is lazy.
i lack motivation.
yet, for some strange reason, i am intelligent.
i don't apply myself.
funny thing is, i'm okay with that.
i chose my path.

i haven't sketched anything in almost a year. i think my last drawing was the one of my dad and sister. after that, i've lost the creative touch. it's a little depressing to think that, but i really haven't been so inspired to draw something.
i haven't written any poems to be memorized and presented in an open mic since april. i don't understand.
all that i have been able to do is dance.
dance and choreograph.

i trust and believe in my craft.
that's all i need to live.

that... and maybe a holiday back home.