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Jul 18, 2010 22:31

I didn't feel very good yesterday. it was more mental and emotional than physical. I did get an email from Fresh Step. I used to use that litter, as it was the only kind Binkley would use. I enter the paw points off the litter bags, and have gotten some great free things. anyway, they sent me an email yesterday wishing one of my cats happy birthday.

today would have been Binkley and his sisters' 20th birthday. I feel bad that I haven't been able to come back here and talk about Binkley since he died. as much as I want to talk about him, I still have a lot of problems doing it without crying. hell, Friday at work I almost started crying talking about Sheila's Tiger (Binkley's sister) who died a year before Binkley.

and now they're all gone. first Tiger, then Binkley, now Pu.

my mom's cat, Pu, died 2 weeks ago. as horrible and as sad as it is, it was probably a blessing. Pu was in kidney failure, and was ready to go. she was the last of our elder trio. 3 cats from the same litter who lived and were loved for many years. Tiger died at 18 1/2, Binkley at 19 1/2, and Shan-Pu at just short of 20.

I still love this picture of them from when they were young. they were looking back at me then, but I'm sure they're looking down on us now.

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