Boys dont cry, the prefer bawling, not shot calling, tear drops falling..

[seki]

This is for you.

I did this for a reason. Consider this me putting my foot down. I know nothing will work if we go on the way we do. I will not do that. I'm not going to walk on eggshells trying to figure out what I've done wrong and trying to make it instantly better. I'm not going to apologize. I've done that enough. I've felt enough guilt and shame enough for a lifetime for my actions. But I will not do that any longer.

I will not.

I'm breaking away.

Everytime her name was mentioned, I felt myself cringe. It hurts doesn't it? I know you've felt it. I know shes probably bad mouthed me. Thats okay, I dont mind. I hope she makes you happy. I hope you have a long friendship together. I wish you nothing but the best in everything you do. No ill will.

I might not contact you for awhile. Please understand. When the time comes I'll come to you. I don't know how long this might take for me to figure everything out. Do not worry about me though. I'm alot stronger than I look. Just like you are.

I figured I would have needed to write some long and detailed letter. I've said everything I could say. Theres no need to drag it out right? Right.

Stay safe. Stay strong. My feelings have not changed.

Love,
me.

I'll be there for you. 'Cause your there for me too.