tired

[sekhmet20]

Man, I am so exhausted, mentally. I tried to just jump into homework when I got home from work but it just couldn't happen. And now I have to go leave to practice so I can meet my friend at the library and be her study buddy in an hour. I really want to go to Museum Club with my friends tomorrow night but damn...it's really hard. It just never seems like a good week. I'm just going to go and try to limit hanging out to the weekends in the future, because I just don't have enough time for everything and I care a lot more than I used to. I think my problem is that I want to be caught up on everything but I haven't had enough time to do that yet and it's been easier to catch up in just one area. Maybe now that I'm in better shape for finance, I should just blow it off for the weekend and study for business law. I hate doing that, but I think that might be the only way I can do okay in everything this week. I can go study all day Saturday. I've learned that studying Friday nights is usually a no go. I wish today was Friday. I'm not superprepared for my lesson...I think the most I'll be able to prepare is one etude and the rest of that page of solo. Oh well. That's the best I can do right now. She can dock me points or guilt trip me all she wants but that's seriously the best I can do for now. There's only so many hours of the day and only so many people I can please.
I hope I do well in my assessments for the rest of the week...not to mention that whole silly work thing. Damn...and the week isn't even halfway over yet. I might not get too much sleep tonight.