Titling Destiny
As three familiar characters show up in my english class, my mind ponders on what information they have come to bring. They came to talk about ap classes, mostly ap english, with all the intriguing information that i summoned from their words i was quickly undecided about what classes to take, even tho i had already registered... junior is truly a significant year and im finding out that highschool just might be something more then a certain period of time in my life. My junior year will basically be the first to start carving my path for life... it will determine my life after highschool, and probably college as well. Im frightened... because i wonder if my classes will be worthy enough... i ponder if i have enough potential to suffice of a decent, and pleasurable future.. destiny. Also at the same time of all this contemplating of my forthcoming days i have today to worry about with some selfish individuals occupying my space...my time..and mostly my happiness. I have long ago known that everyone goes through certain struggles and that im not the only one..and i am in no way trying to make myself seem like a damsel in distress because that is basically what i am trying to prevent..*SiGH* here i am again contradicting myself...i know that i do not desire pity although i would like people to know about my trouble...that im not all full of fun and games and that there is a different side of me they do not know for i desire not to show it... and i guess by typing this ..its letting my "secret" out... i find when it comes to choosing what i adore and fancy i come to contradict myself a lot... well i guess thats what i learn today eh and i can check that off on my to do list for today...well jho for now!