ZOOM! It's mid March already!! So many birthdays coming up but just lack the enthusiasm to go plan things out ): I know I should probably do something but I don't know what! Life's a mess! ARGH! I really think that life is a mess now. I wish i wasn't so lost and indecisive.
Like electives. argh. It was such a torturing weekend ): In the end, I actually narrowed my options down to:
- Learning the guitar (Janice totally made me want to learn the saxophone mannnn ><;)
- Japanese/Chinese
- First Aid (Always wanted to learn it so that I can actually help people when i encounter difficult situations)
- Sign Language (I did learn the basics during holidays but I've forgotten everything... i guess it wouldn't be productive if i learnt it alone meh!)
- Knitting (LP totally kutuk me when i mentioned this to her hahaha)
I was about to just go with learning the basics of guitar... but i realised that nobody would want to teach me for only 2 weeks and I didn't have the time to find a teacher ;_; That was awful. ): Own fault for not thinking about it earlier. Lucky i could still tag along with KM and all to do clay modelling :)
Been feeling a little odd these past few days. Might be the odd fringe accompanying me recently haha... i want a good haircut! I want good food!! I want good shopping! I want to meet up with my good friends! I want to sing like my voice is good! I want someone who understands! I wish my pillow will appear soon so i can complain and be whiny and have the right to be emo... LOL
So lost in studies, i haven't even studied CVS or Respi once! and like the meds already had their exams on it. Feel so useless zzz... I shall not slack for Haemato!! ahhh!! Lab work have been a pain too! Getting remarks other than "Proper" or "Conservative" or anything that implies a job NOT well done SUCKS! I hate that D: I want to practice more and produce perfect drilling! ): IN my dreams haha...
Med Sc. PBL... intimidating as always, but today was rushed and hence more lenient! And we also had some guest lecturer from 3M India, which was rather interesting until we started slacking HAHA... Getting to know some juniors, quite fun just randomly knowing them although seriously we don't know them! :) Sigh... i feel like being depressed now, for no particular reason. Being moody is bad i know! DDD: I need a change! hahaha...
Early lab session tomorrow, i want to slack but i think I've lost the right to slack! ): Should not have turned the computer on lol. But zzz I'm bored! And now i'm sleepy hehe... super sucks!!! ahhh! enjoying my exam-less days still... i know I'm going to die when May comes AHH!!! LOL another screwed post from me... Have I lost the capability to write or crap properly? Darn it! haha