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Gonna try to speak out my mind and anger at myself here in regards to lying to danielle about kev. I've already said most of this to her and it doesn't make a difference. Which I can understand.
I made a promise. Wrong as it was, but I keep my promises. SO all I could do was suggest what I had thought all along ev en before I found out. I kept telling him to say something and believed him when he said he would. Not sure why, but I did. I thought he would realize how important it was and how bad it would be when the truth came up.
So yeah, I lied to a good friend to cover up for someone else. This betrayal is killing me and while I wish she would say that she understood my obligation to my word, I totally udnerstand why that's just not good enough.
There's nothing I can say now, short of I'm done with lying to protect people. Enough with complications and facing the ugly truth. WIn lose. just truth.
I made a promise. Wrong as it was, but I keep my promises. SO all I could do was suggest what I had thought all along ev en before I found out. I kept telling him to say something and believed him when he said he would. Not sure why, but I did. I thought he would realize how important it was and how bad it would be when the truth came up.
So yeah, I lied to a good friend to cover up for someone else. This betrayal is killing me and while I wish she would say that she understood my obligation to my word, I totally udnerstand why that's just not good enough.
There's nothing I can say now, short of I'm done with lying to protect people. Enough with complications and facing the ugly truth. WIn lose. just truth.