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I cannot even express the depth of depression that I'm feeling tonight. Sometimes I'll let things roll off my back, but they always seem to follow me, and when I'm least expecting it, pull an ambush. These thoughts are completely normal, I suppose. I don't know what I want to do with myself, and I don't feel like I belong. Lance, mom, and nana all make me a priority, but I can't always depend on them. I can't afford my anti-depressants, so it's up to me to get through this. Oh well. There are more important things to think about.