Well, being back in the country certainly blows.
I hate coming home, I really do. Not to mention that I got sick over in japan, and now that I am home, it is like the heat and the fact that I no longer need to be on the go all the time has just made it ten times worse. First night back in Aus was hell with the heat and the coughing and the sickness and the aches and meh. Yesterday it gave the illusion of almost getting better and then today I have woken up with both ears blocked and my cough back and my joints just throbbing. I have a voice again though, so that is always good, and my nose has finally cleared up. So hey, yay for small mercies. Ha. I can talk, but can’t hear myself. It is like the world is against me or something.
Each time I come home it get harder to leave and harder to readjust here. Emo moment of ‘oh my god, it kills me a little each time’. But yeah, it kinda does. I think I am going to spend yet another depressed day on the couch, feeling sick and miserable and depressed as all hell and look into finances, the idea of a new, better paying job and Japanese lessons. October. That is my deadline. I want to be moving there for a working holiday by October.
Oh, and a heads up for the all Jrock fans; start saving and meet me there!! Inside scoop is that Vrock is going to be on again this year. Hell yes!
Anyway. *sigh* It was a whirlwind of a trip, full of ups and downs and crazy antics. For all those who we said we’d meet up with and didn’t, sorry about that. We took a laptop but the damn thing kept spazzing out so we had no internet for contacting people. Which blowed. But anyway.
I’ll do a full report at some stage, and a live review for the most amazing concert of the year. Over the Edge went off and oh dear god, I hope all the cameras mean that they are putting it to DVD. Lynch. kicked ass, Yusuke got utterly trashed and stumbled around clinging to people at the countdown, Awoi went crazy and Tats lived up to his usual drunk antics.
For the less Jrock side of things, I caught up with all my boys in Osaka and Tokyo, so that was nice. Fall in love with Nov and Masami all over again and lost my heart to a few random guys, waiters and busboys. Lyu from Modern Pirates even remembered me and is looking forward to when I come back so we can catch up properly. Hell yes for good contacts there. It was so good to see them all again, but fuck, it makes it real this time. They remembered me just as I remembered them and that kinda hits home and makes it more substantial and real and thus makes he hurt more to leave. Fuck life, huh?
Anyway, I need food and to take some tablets to try and get rid of this weird feeling of not being able to hear a damn thing. Fuck my life, this sucks. As we said during boring bands at OtE: Just close your eyes and think of Hazuki.
Over and out for now.
Each time I come home it get harder to leave and harder to readjust here. Emo moment of ‘oh my god, it kills me a little each time’. But yeah, it kinda does. I think I am going to spend yet another depressed day on the couch, feeling sick and miserable and depressed as all hell and look into finances, the idea of a new, better paying job and Japanese lessons. October. That is my deadline. I want to be moving there for a working holiday by October.
Oh, and a heads up for the all Jrock fans; start saving and meet me there!! Inside scoop is that Vrock is going to be on again this year. Hell yes!
Anyway. *sigh* It was a whirlwind of a trip, full of ups and downs and crazy antics. For all those who we said we’d meet up with and didn’t, sorry about that. We took a laptop but the damn thing kept spazzing out so we had no internet for contacting people. Which blowed. But anyway.
I’ll do a full report at some stage, and a live review for the most amazing concert of the year. Over the Edge went off and oh dear god, I hope all the cameras mean that they are putting it to DVD. Lynch. kicked ass, Yusuke got utterly trashed and stumbled around clinging to people at the countdown, Awoi went crazy and Tats lived up to his usual drunk antics.
For the less Jrock side of things, I caught up with all my boys in Osaka and Tokyo, so that was nice. Fall in love with Nov and Masami all over again and lost my heart to a few random guys, waiters and busboys. Lyu from Modern Pirates even remembered me and is looking forward to when I come back so we can catch up properly. Hell yes for good contacts there. It was so good to see them all again, but fuck, it makes it real this time. They remembered me just as I remembered them and that kinda hits home and makes it more substantial and real and thus makes he hurt more to leave. Fuck life, huh?
Anyway, I need food and to take some tablets to try and get rid of this weird feeling of not being able to hear a damn thing. Fuck my life, this sucks. As we said during boring bands at OtE: Just close your eyes and think of Hazuki.
Over and out for now.