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EACH DAY FEELS LIKE A REPEAT.....DOWN DOWN THE RABBIT HOLE I GO......WHERE WILL THIS HOLE GO..........EVERYTHING SEEMS THE SAME EVERYDAY like i swear i seen this some come on last year on the same day but it sas yesterday like today i saw a show it came on last year but it owas on tues at the same time....eachday is like this..like time has froze....and im stuck in time....i wish i can do more in my life...........i feel like im not goin to go no where....like im not driving yet im trying to but its hard since like both my parents are gone so im going ot take a class where i drive with one of those nerds with glasses......i think ill get it by this year i gotta redo my permit since i it expires i had a year and i fucked up but i was working mostly so ya and there was only 1 automatic car in the house......feels like im a looser..........................only thing i care for is making music and computer shit...i guess its cool.........but feelz like time is stop or repeat...like it seems like the same shit comes on every single day what came on last year but like just a different day........i need to get out of this time zome..........like whats happening to me.......like everyday it feels weird like i get weird vibes like haha i dont know werid fucking shit...................i think im going nuts sometimes........good thing have friends..............i hope i do..................i wish i talk more to my old friends i just leave them haning and just call them once awhile.................like i dont know i have just work and then i spin or make sture ont he computer or watch tv........trying to go back to school...it was all good till that fucking asshole took money out of my bank....feeels like im never going to go to college i miss school alot...I LOVE SCHOOL.... like when i was in high school it was coool i had my party raver friends it was cool being the only candykid my jr and sr year ....i miss high school..you did not really have to worry about anything but just gradu... thats all........but you saw your friends..everyday.....i had a shit load of friend people who i did not see as a friend knew me and called me a friend....i miss that shit alot.......i just wish i had another 4 more years................maybe..its just me freaking out since im 21 now...i dont know anymore everything seems the same everyday..i used to be better then this....